"What a show" Drake says before appearing like a mushroom in front of me. I just ignored him and continues walking even if I don't know where I'm going. I don't wanna ask him. It's.. Ok fine I'm taking good care of my ego-
But you'll get lost, so maybe just maybe. For now forget your ego and ask him for directions.
My thought argues with me.
Psh, Fine.
I can't help but laugh a bit. I feel like a crazy human being talking to myself.
"Hey" I stopped in front of him "Do you-" Gosh, I can't. I'll just figure it out on my own. I thought, rolling my eye's to myself. "Nevermind" I said before walking to only god knows where.
Strange buildings yet beautiful surrounding, I think I'm in the schools garden. Damn it's beautiful here. I just wanna sit on the swing with gorgeous flowers in light touches if yellow, my favorite color, enveloping the whole swing and watch the sunset while waiting for the moonrise. There's quite a few students here with their gang.
Sitting under the tree discussing what-ever-i-don't-really-care stuff.
I need to head back or else this beauty will tempt me and make me skip all my classes. I walk and walk for minutes, still no classroom. I found myself in the gym.
So the garden is next to the gymnasium. Okay, Okay I'm getting a hang of this.
I Thought trying to cheer myself up. But still, no classrom no anything except for tall buildings, they're so rich, can't they afford a map?
Yep I'm lost, I was about to head back to the garden and skip all my classes when I saw Drake hands on his pocket, looking amused with a smirk on his face behind me. "You're lost" He asked, well more like stated. Damn, I never thought I'll be asking directions to a jerk.
"Y-yeah" I said trying not to blush. But my freaking face betrayed me. Seriously?!
"You're blushing" He said before chuckling. Oh boy I wanna choke you to death! Damn what should I do?!
I asked myself trying not to look into his deep blue ocean eyes. Sh*t, Billie Elish is this the ocean eyes in your song?
I feel like I'm about to sink, he's just so.. perfect. This is sooo unfair. I want eye's like that too, so daring and-!! "I'm not!" I shouted storming of to the garden. I sat down on the swing and watch the clear blue sky. "It was my idea to put this garden here." He then said, sitting on one of the bench beside me. I looked at him, intently, wondering the hidden meaning of his decision to put the garden here.
I let him continue.
"It's beautiful here, especially at night." He looked sad looking at the sky. "My mom.. she loves flowers so much. So.. I decided to build a garden and put it in here also, to see the sky clearly. Where I can imagine my mother smiling at me." He said, sorrow evident in his eyes as he smile at the clear blue sky.
Life must be really tough for him huh? Well, at least he have all the freedom he wants. But.. the one he wants to be with him is... gone.
"I'm.. sorry. I didn't know" I bowed my head down feeling deeply sorry for him. I have experience this kind of pain. To lose someone you love the most. To never feel their presence.. "But.. as long as she lives within your heart. She'll forever be with you" I smiled, as I tap his back gently. Trying to comfort him.
Hours had passed we just talk and talk and eat and then talk again. I had so much fun, I figured out that he loves music. Pfft, I even forced him to sing, which made my heart flutter. "You know.. this is the best place to watch the sunset" He said smiling at me.. And we did, we watched the sunset as he lay on my thigh.
I then felt butterflies flying in my stomach.
We talk for hours and I didn't realize that it's pass 6 already! Darn it self, the sunset! obviously it's late already! How can you be so stupid?!
Wtf time?! You dare betray me?!?
Damn it, Dad's going to kill me!!
"Shoot! I have to go"I said fixing my self and literally stressed firstly I forgot about my class. And it's the first day of school for crying out loud! And, DAMN I'M IN SOO MUCH TROUBLE. "Yeah?" He was confused, but fck I have to go.
I ran out, going to my car with my driver waiting for me. Who looks so damn scared. Who wouldn't?
Fck Fck Fck
"Hey!" Drake called from behind, Shoot I forgot to say goodbye, Damn Xia where's your manners?
I opened the car doors and threw my bag inside and ran as fast as I could to-
My world seemed to stop turning, Before my face could even reach the ground a strong arms held my waist pulling me in for a hug. No, no no no no. You can't fall.. not to a stranger.
But.. is he really a stranger, He's just so.. "Are you alright?" He looked sincerely worried.. Do you.. do you really care? Is he really a sincere. Do someone finally realize.. my worth?
No one can fell in love that easily right? love at first sight isn't real. It only appears in novels and fairy tale, I-I can't fell in-
You just did, Xia.. You just did.
I feel so empty.. Damn empty.
And that's a mistake, you can't.. never.
"Please be my moon" I whispered, hugging him tightly. "I need your light.. please" I looked at him with pleading eyes, He has a confused look but his eyes shining yet in deeo sorrow. I started to tear up for no damn reason. He's so impossible. How can anyone be this perfect.
I still remember his voice.. what a soft voice he have. His touches, his stares.. My heart. What's the universe's plan?
I really just did...
Fell for him.