When i think of this day, i always think of him. Its fucked up between us but its just us being us. I didn't know he was my heart until the gun was in my hand and i couldn't trigger it. My hands were not in my control nothing was really. It was just business but it was no longer just business it became the matter of heart.
He was looking in my eyes daring me to pull the trigger but we both knew i wouldn't. No matter how messed up things were we inew what we have is precious. And that's the moment, i decided to never let go of him and the whole game changed.