Yang Xiuming realized that his daughter's mood seems somber after they are alone in the car . His assistant had raised the particion between them and the front seat so they could have a personal space . He was grateful but he also didn't know how to talk to his daughter .
He thought that it was his fault that suddenly make her daughter's mood like this . He was not a person who can talk eloquently to coax his daughter eventhough he actually loved his daughter so much . Even so , he make a miscalculated in his daughter's life and make her suffer until she can't even remember him , her own father . That was the biggest regret in his life .
They soon reached the mansion with zero conversation between them . The butler as always waited for his young miss to safely reached home in front of the door . Old master Yang already told him that Master Yang Xiuming also come home with the young miss and adviced him to watch over young miss since she can't remember her own father .
Looking at Master Yang Xiuming with anxious face looking at the young miss while walking towards him make him feel pity towards the master . The whole mansion know how much the old master and master doted the young miss but because of that single mistake , both of the masters are now full with regrets and sadness whenever they think about the young miss .
Looking at the blank face of the butler infront of her , Yang Xinran just nodded her head towards the butler as a greeting . Since she fainted earlier , she thought she should go to her room to rest when her arm was grabbed by another hand .
She turn her head and look at the man who claim himself as Yang Xinran's father . Staring at him , she asked with a bored look .
" What's wrong ? "
Yang Xiuming clearly thought that his daughter doesn't want to speak to him because he left her when she was in coma hence his voice sounded anxious with a bit tremor .
" RanRan , can dad speak with you for a moment .. ? "
" About what ? "
" Umm , since you can't remember dad , dad can talk about our family ... You .. want to hear about it ? "
Yang Xinran's ears perked up when she heard that . Afterall her grandpa doesn't tell her many things in account of her health so ofcourse she will be interested in this ! She can't even recognize Yang Xinran's father because of her grandpa so this is a blessing for her !
Her eyes brighten for a second and that makes Yang Xiuming slightly relieved since she doesn't show any hesitation eventhough she doesn't remember him .
" Sure ! "
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Yang Xinran and Yang Xiuming seated on the bench Yang Xinran seated before with a flowery garden surrounding them . Yang Xinran doesn't know why Yang Xiuming recommended them to talk here nevertheless it's fine with her since she liked the smell of the flowers .
Few minutes passed by but none of them striked up the conversation first . Yang Xiuming was lost in his thoughts and Yang Xinran was getting awkward with the situation . Afterall she doesn't know how to get along with a ' father ' . Despite that she tried to speak first since the other person doesn't have any intention to do that .
Cough ! Cough !
She cleared her throat to make Yang Xiuming focus on her and it was successful seeing Yang Xiuming eyes staring at her with a worried face .
" So ... you are my dad ? "
Yang Xinran : ......
What the heck ! Why do I need to ask that question ? Isn't he already tell me he's Yang Xinran's dad ?!
Yang Xiuming was shocked with the question but he quickly tried to understand his daughter's question since she can't remember him . He answered her with a gentle and doting voice in an attempt to not scared his sickly daughter now .
" Ahh .... Yes .. You may not remember this but ofcourse I'm your biological father , Yang Xiuming . Maybe you already know this , as you can see , your grandpa is my father and this is his mansion . Our little family actually had our own mansion but sometime ago we decided to just stay with grandpa since he's also alone .. "
" .... Little family .. ? "
Hearing that , she saw Yang Xiuming eyes trembled a bit but he's still tried to answer her calmly .
" .... Umm , RanRan , grandpa forbid me to tell you many things since you're still sick so at this time I can only tell you that you still had a family to back you up if anything happen . Yang Family might not be the biggest and wealthiest family in the capital but we had enough power to protect you so you don't have to suffer by yourself okay , RanRan ? "
" Anyway RanRan , dad apologize for not being here when you awake .. Actually , when you're in coma , you are in so much pain that the doctor even can't say anything about your condition . They even told us to give up on you .... I .... I don't know what I supposed to do at that time .. I'm so afraid that you will leave this world and reunite with your mom leaving us here .. Luckily , your grandpa insisted to treat you at the mansion , he said you will recover more quickly in this way .. "
She saw that he hesitated in his words and his eyes seems a bit watery . Looking at that , Yang Xinran can't help but feel hurt in her heart . She was sure that this must have been the original body's feelings . He continued his words after a while .
" In the seventh month of your coma , I can't help but feel defeated afterall all the doctors said that you can't surpass another month to live . Even if I wanted to believe that you can do it , you can fight all of that , when I saw your painful expression , I just feel that .... I must have hurt you more by extending your life ... Because of that ... I ... I run away to my work and let grandpa handle you ... I ... I'm so afraid that I will break down if I lose you ... "
He looked up and touched her hands in his hands . A tear escape from his eyes completely devoid from his manly image .
" RanRan ... it's such a blessing that you finally wake up .. the moment I heard about you from grandpa , I feel that the heaven really took pity on me .. I'm .. so sorry that I can't protect you before .. It doesn't matter even if you lose your memory , as long as you are here .. Everything is fine ... Dad will surely won't let anyone hurt my precious daughter after this .. You should know that dad love you so much ... I promise that I won't leave you again after this ."
At this time , she doesn't know whether it was her own feeling or the original body's feelings , the moment she heard the sentence that he loved her , will protect her , won't leave her and all that sweet things , her tears already soaked her cheeks , her arm reached out towards the middle aged man and hugged him tightly as if he was her own father .