I dont know but Im crying again.. My anxiety is attacking again.. I rembered my dad he died because of his friend and I cannot forgive those friends who betrayed him .. I WILL NOT FORGIVE THEM.I want to do revenge but Idk how.. My tears are falling again.. This pain.. I dont want it anymore.. but Incannot stopped it. I know I cannot recover anymore if I will encountered another pain again . Maybe I will just choose to end my life if it will happen again..
* KAKAO RINGTONE*
MR. PARK is calling .
" Hi~ I told.
"Hello, Why you cannot sleep?? He said..
" Im just thinking something.. but im okay dont worry top much~ I said
" No. Your not okay. Tell me~ his pov
" Its okay... Mr. Park~ i said
" Tell me, Don't lie. Im here~ he said.
" Okay.. .... Im just thinking about dad.. and i cannot forgive them all.~ I said.
" You want to revenge? He asked.
" Yeah., but idk how.. ~ I said.
" Maybe, soon you can do it~ He said.
" Okay,..
" How can i help you? I don't want to see you cry.. ~ He said.
" How did you know im crying?~ I asked.
" Your mine.. I can feel it~ He said.
😳😅 " Okay.. I smirked..
" Maybe, I can sing you a song.. But dont worry your the first one who can listen it. i didnt do it before.. ~ He explained..
" It's okay.. you dont have to sing.. Mr. Park..~ I said.
" No...I just want to make you smiley ☺~ He said.
"Ehhh..
BO GO SHIPDA ~ Original song from KIM BUM SOO Translated to english
( I put english so anyone can understand)
I won't go, I'll just wait here
Like a fool crying beside you
I don't know why you had to hurt me
I won't leave, I'll keep on waiting.
I miss you, I miss you
At times, you may hate me
I want to cry, kneel down for me
If it turns out that there's nothing we can do about it
The memory of being madly in love
I find you in those memories
We couldn't have been more in love
I won't choose this for you, I will never let it happen
But I'll miss you as you're dead
I miss you, I miss you
At times you may hate me
I want to believe this is the right way
I'm leaving to go to you
The memory of being madly in love
I find you in those memories
We couldn't have been more in love
I won't choose this for you, I will never let it happen
But I'll miss you as you're dead
I want to forget that you're dead😢
"This song is familiar to me? Did this song used for Korean Drama before? I asked.
" Yeah, This song is very famous before.. but I guess this song is very sad song~ He told
" Yeah, you made me cry more😭.. Looks the lyrics are too sad.. what is all.about?~ I asked.
" The girl died in this song~ But lets forget this song .. maybe i should went out.. he.said..
"Where to go?? its late already~ I told.
" At the parking area, In my car~ I will play music there~ He said.
" Play music? But is it cold?or dangerous out there~ I asked..
" No, its not.. Wait ~ I will wear my jacket... maybe you are right it is cold.. because the winter is starting.. and maybe after few days we will have snow again~ he explained.
" Okay.. ~ I just told.
AFTER FEW MINUTES
* He went out going to his car and finding good music to play and to sing~ 🤦
" What music you gonna play???~ I told..
" You know BTS? Im going to play it~ He explained
" Ahhh? BTS? I know them.. that Boy Band Group come here in our Province but they said.. it was too hot in here.. ~ I told.
"Yeah.. Really???~ He asked.
"Actually, My little sister is a fan.. ~ I said..
" Which sister?~ He asked.. Then maybe , I can know your sister.. ~ He asked.
" Yeah, sure...
" I will play musics now.. Listen to this~ He said..
( Playing BTS SONG" DYNAMITE"~ the new release song last few days~)
*Hes singing it😅😅😅😅😅 .I think hes good at rapping?
" You look good at singing... find another one..~ Or can I request??? Play this song~ I said ( I will insist and request him to play the OST Of BOYS OVER FLOWER which is the Best Drama in 2009. They are my favorite.
" 🤦 Im searching it... FOUND IT! 😳🙄 WAIT!!! This is group of young men! You really want me to play it? ~ He asked.
( As you know... Bof is very good drama and the main lead there the F4 are too cute and handsome)
" Yeah..play it~ It was my favorite drama before.. and kim Hyun Joong is my favorite singer
and Ku hye sun is my favorite actress.. Is she pretty.??
" No.😠 You are mine.. And you are more prettier in that woman. ~ He just explained
" Ehh???? I think im not pretty. Shes prettier..
~ I told.
" Your mine, And i dont like that singer Man😠
(😅😅😅😅😅😂😂😂😂😂😂 what a weirdo)
" Okay ..Im pretty🤦😅😅( but i think im not)
Okay.. As you said..
" Good..lets find another music😁😁😁