Today , is my day off. I fallen slept lastnight and I cannot remember what I did? Maybe, I was very tired but I forgot to had my dinner so my stomach is asking for food now. I fixed my self and go to the kitchen, wash my face and brush my teeth. Then , I looked at the mirror and noticed my self.
"You looked miserable my self, maybe you need to do is make yourself more pretty". Yeah, I looked miserable.
This time, let's start to love ourself again. I know situations made us like this but please remember that how hard life is we must move forward and go on. This is just not the end of our life. Maybe, this is just another challenge again on how we are going to be strong and how we can survive to the things we are afraid of.
I had some food and coffee. I will start to work out? But I guess I don't need to do it because I am thinner. Maybe, If I do my work out my body turned to like a moving skeleton.
Going back to my room and checking my cabinet. But, I saw some things and gifts before from my Ex- boyfriend including the bouquet of flower. " I don't want to see it anymore, but why still I keeping this? Do , I look hoping for his comeback? or I just want to keep it because no one did for me before giving like this? But, I need to move on.
I tried to put all together the things that he gave to me and my eyes suddenly looked to my huge teddy bear beside of my bed.
" My Huggie Bear~ my ex- boyfriend give it to me and that stuff is my companion when I am sad. Should I let go of you too? ~ Or I can kept you?
I stopped and hug my Teddy Bear. My tears are flowing again.
" Why, I always cry.. And you are the only one who can listen to me everytime I am like this my Huggie, should I kept you? or Give you to someone else?..
I didn't noticed that I fallen slept again. It is almost lunch time. Lastnight, I didn't check my post in that app. As I know, I posted some beach pictures there.
" Where is this? It looks to hot? I want to go ~ Ahjussi ~Stranger commented.
"This is not so near at home. But one of the famous beach in the Philippines. It is very hot because it is summer ~ I replied.
"I want to go~ he said.
" You can go,but I'm worried you will be toasted like a chicken~I replied that literally Im telling the truth. Because it was too hot here in summer.
"Toasted while drinking some wine.It's okay. The beach looks so awesome ~ he replied.
"😅 Toasted ahjussi. Yeah the beach is so awesome. Try to check it on google, the longest beach in the Philippines~ I said.
"ahjussi😑😑😑~ Do i look old? he asked me.
" Maybe you are ~ 38? I said.
"Wrong.Guess it~ he challenging me.
" 40?~ I said again.
"Wrong. ~ he told me.
" Ahhhh~ maybe you are.. 50😅. I said confidently.
"😑😑😑😑😑 he replied. How about you? he asked me.
" Kidding. You can guess if how old I am.~ Lets see if you can guess , I smirked.
"You are 20, I guess~ He said.
" Wrong, try again.~ I challenge him.
" You are 18?~ He asked me.
" Wrong. Okay, I will tell you. Im 25 years old~ I said.
" Huh? you are 25? ~He looked shocked?
" Yes. I am, Im 25 years old. I said.
" But you looked young, and you are cute ~ he said.
"😅 Im not young. Im old😅 Im ajumma. ( Ajumma means old lady/ aunt) Yeah, maybe I looked young but I am not.
" Call me, Oppa. ~ he said
"ahjussi~😅 i said. I caught my self smiling.
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