Who stole my life
The world is perfect.... ''What a wonderful world!''.... Dreams come true!...
Everything seems amazing, and sometimes unbelievable for the girl who has been waiting her great love for a long time and dreaming about her first unforgotable night with him. A lot of flowers, presents, romantic apppointments in the beautiful places, affectionate smile on his face and his guardianship made her to feel a perfect woman.
She thought that everything would last forever have been in his strong arms and feeling his hot lips. He is like a wall which never can be destroyed by no reason. Life is so beautiful....
At that dreamday she was standing in front of the alter in her beautiful wite wedding dress, with a bucket of white roses giving him the aoth of everlasting love and dreaming about his gentle touch at their first night. Honeymoon was incredible too. And, the only thoughts about him the world around herself which was so beautiful.....
After a few months of their marvelous wedding everything has changed. Nothing is clear.... everything is so obscure. After their last arguing she felt herself so lonely and abandoned. Everything had happaned to her seemed to be a nice night dream which would never be repeated. She could understand nothing.
Only boring days , the same every day, iciness in his eyes , and no sympathy. Now she takes care of him and the whole family but everyone is so ungrateful around her. No flowers, no presents, no smile only a cold look. She has to work hard, earn money, tidy, cook, go shopping and think about future of their children, She has to understand each memeber of her family, look after of them but nobody says: ''thank you'', ''you are so kind'', I'll help you''..... everyone ask for devotion from her but noone is able to encourage her. After long tiring days there is only a cold bed and hidden tears on the pillow.
Only emptiness reigns her life. Who can listen to her?.... Single friends say that marriage never brings happiness , there are only troubles which destroy your appearance and mood. With looking themselves in the mirror with great proud making her to feel lonely and ugly. Married friends have the same or worth porblems and they are tired with sharing only unpleasent things. Some of them beacame so cruel enjoying only gossiping about other's life. It seems that they avoid their unhappy life in this way. Others are only calm and say nothing.... Relatives are far away, they can never get her oppinion, she is another doesn't think like them. The only advice from them is :'' You are a woman and you must be patient, a good woman never complains about her husband and is always satisfied with her family life.'' Mother in low blames her that her son has changed so much, if she didn't grow up him so selfish. And, parent?!.... They are too far... they will never come back... they have left her and moved to the eternal world. If they had been in her life again everything would have been otherwise....
Everything has changed so much. The wold is beacoming dull day by day, only the feeling of loneliness and emptiness rules her life. Where did everything go away?! Who stole her dreams and perfect life?! Where is her wonderful life?! Who is guilty?..... Only answered queations.