What the hell are you talking Anand!
What rubbish is this!
Are you mad or what?
See, Anand. Please now go away from here. My parents will scold me if they see all this.
Also, I don't have any feelings for you.
How did you think that I will love you!
Do we know anything about each other? Did we even barely talk at least once? How stupid you are. Please now go. Don't ever again try to come to my home again.
I couldn't take this anymore. I shattered after listening to Nancy's words. All her words were revolving in my mind. I couldn't hear anything. I came out of the house. I was holding my paper and the chocolate in my left hand. I started riding my bicycle. I don't know where to go. I don't want to go home. I was hurt very badly. I didn't imagine, something worse like this happens. After some time, I stopped my bicycle, there was a tree and a place to sit. I went there and sat. I was just remembering her words. My head started breaking. I was having no one to share about this. My friends might laugh at me. I can't share with anyone. What would they think, if I told everything about what I did?
I was consoling myself. I tore the paper into pieces all those stones started dispersing. I felt like throwing the chocolate away, but I couldn't. I opened it and was eating it bite by bite. I tried very hard to cry. But drops weren't coming out of my eyes. Very rarely I cry. I started saying to myself, it's now the right time brother to move on. it's ok, I know you are hurt. But, it doesn't mean that you should get depressed. You loved her but you didn't get her love back. It's very common. You can't spoil your life for a single girl right?. There are billions of people in this world, you have many people and opportunities to express your love. I know it's very hard when someone rejects you. But this is what life is, my brother. Humans will hurt each other. Now go back home. Take a shower and sleep.
I started feeling a little better after I talked to myself. I started riding my bicycle to my home. My father wasn't there inside the home. I took a shower, ate some food, and went back to sleep.
(I went to school as usual. I didn't try to go near her and speak. I said to myself that it was just a dream and forget about her. But, after two days.)
It was our social studies period. Our Teacher was explaining some ancient history. She has a beautiful voice. So when she was explaining the lesson, half of the class start entering into a dreamland. I was also half asleep. Suddenly the peon came to our class, He was having some piece of paper in his hand. We were excited, to know what it was.
He went directly to the teacher and shown the paper. My teacher has sight. she took the paper very close to her eyes and said, Anand.
I stood up.
The principal is calling you, she told.
I started thinking, today I haven't done anything. Why was he calling me?
I was heading to the principal's cabin. on my way, I was recalling, what all mischief I did today. I couldn't recall anything. I didn't do anything wrong today, but still, he called me, why?.
May I come in sir?
Yes, come in.
I stood in front of him with my folded hands, as if I have great respect towards him.
Princi: how are you doing in the class?
Me: good sir. I am studying nicely. I am getting good marks in my tests.
Princi: what are you doing after going home.
Me: sir, I am studying at home also. I study daily for three hours after completing my homework.
Princi: so, if you're so busy studying. How did you get time to go to Nancy's house?
(I was shocked. I didn't know that she told the principal about that day. Although, I proposed to her outside the school. Why was he having a problem!. )
Me: sir, nothing like that sir. I just went casually to take a notebook sir. I was having incomplete work.
Princi: so, now you are saying that you just casually proposed to her and gave her chocolate too!
( I understood that she told everything, I didn't speak anything and just hung my head down. The principal stood up from his chair and started walking towards me. I was frightened. I was going step by step backward. Principal caught my collar and pulled me towards him.)
Princi: what do you think of yourself! You think you are a Romeo!
Me: No sir, I am sorry. I will not do it next time. Please excuse me.
Princi: No way, how could I leave you so easily. I will immediately call your father.
Me: Sir, please sir. Don't call my father. He will scold me, sir. I will not do anything like this sir. I will study daily sir. I will listen to you, whatever you say. Please don't tell my father, sir. I folded my hands and requested him. sir, my father will throw me out of the house. I will not repeat this, sir. One last chance. Please.
Princi: No, I have given you many chances. I can't tolerate you anymore. You are going to be an example to others. Next time no one tries to do such stupid things.
(I was requesting my principal for more than half an hour. Finally, he was convinced)
Princi: ok, I will not tell your father, only if you are going to do, whatever I say.
( I didn't think much. All I want is, my father should not know about this)
Me: ok, sir.
( he called Nancy to his office)
Princi: come on, tell her. 'Sorry sister, I will not do this again. I will be like a brother to you from Now onwards'.
( I cried inside when he told me to tell this. It was so wrong. But, I wasn't having options)
Anand: sorry sister. It was my mistake. I will not repeat this. Please forgive me. I will be like a brother to you from now onwards.
Nancy: ok
Princi: next time if you are caught again like this. I will Restigate you from the school. Now, go and attend classes. Stupid fellow.
I started walking back to my classroom. I was happy that the principal didn't inform my parents. But calling Nancy, a sister hurt me a lot. How cruel is this!
I went to the classroom and sat quietly in my place. My friends asked, 'why was I called'.
I said, 'it's about tuition fees.
They said, oh. and were quiet.
That day was normal for many. But it was my most miserable day.
What was my mistake, loving her?
What was my mistake, proposing to her?
What was my mistake, not forcing or blackmail her?
Even though she said no, I didn't say anything wrong about her or pass any comments on her. Was that the mistake?
I proposed to her and she said no. I was quiet but still why did she complain about me?
Falling for her, was it my mistake?
See, Mary. This is what happened to me. The boy who proposed to you neither said anything or harmed you. So why do you want to make this a scene?
Yes, you need to react. Only when he tries to pull down you.
This is my opinion. Rest is your decision.
I said her my whole story and came downwards.
After some time, she came towards me.
I think what you said was right.
I don't want to complain to anyone. I will take action only when he tries to harm me, said Mary.
I was very happy after listening to her words.
I'm glad Mary. Come on, give me a hug.