RAIN stopped completely sun began to shine again. the loud voices from class room wake me up from my sleep. snow called me out to come with them it was lunch time. i wake up seeing amia lannon snow ray smile somehow that made my day. my mood always goes down when ever rain fall i hate it it remains me of that day. i loved it once but now i hate it more that anything. it makes me sick. i got up from there giving them a smiley face hidden with tears i don't want them to find out i don't cry inn front of anyone even that day i did't cry not a single tear came from my eyes. i just stood silent while others where crying. i wanted to cry but couldn't others will think i am strong but inside me i want to cry loud i want express my all felling but its not happening i lost my feelings i lost my tears i lost what i love the most it its all because of me. we started to walk to the canteen canteen was on ground floor and we were on 3rd floor while we were walking through the stairs suddenly a voice held me up hey you wired girl.... i turned back... hey let me come with you he said no need we are good without tou you can go with those girls screaming for you i said... he smiled at me and said are tou jealous are you too into me do you love me? i replied please i am not dumb has those girls to love you. he started to laugh and i turned back and started to walking while he stand there looking me. __ said i think he interested in you. what no way he is not and neither me i replied. amia: i think he is ( others were laughing seemed to enjoy teasing me) anyways i didn't mind it. we take our usual place we ordered the food we want and started to eat. again that transferred boy came and sat in front of me and he said can i set here please. others said yes but i didn't like that my friends said let him be he has no friends here yet. i allowed it they forced me to allow it all through. __ was silent has always and yah me too. others were talking to that new boy. he suddenly looked at me and ask are you mute why don't you talk. i replied i don't talk to those i don't care... he said wow you are so rude... don't mind her she is always like that she will be good after knowing you more.