In fact, she had also been rewarded.
Because of her singing, more and more people liked her, followed her, and supported her. She had brought home one after another trophy, and they symbolized that she was getting closer and closer to her goal.
However, all of this was eventually burned to ground zero because of a big fire.
After the accident, Li Annan went on a hunger strike, slit her wrists, and even tried to jump down from a tall building, but she was stopped in time.
After repeatedly failing to seek death, Li Annan looked at her mother, who was crying in despair. Her father had aged a lot overnight, and even his back was hunched.
She suddenly realized that her parents had spent so much effort trying to pull her back from the gates of hell. They did not want her to give up on herself so easily and die for no reason.
Since then, Li Annan did not seek death anymore. Her body survived, but her soul died in the fire.