When my mind was clearing after the madness of integrating this complete Essence.
I was caught off guard once again, I expected physical pain, mental pain, or perhaps pain directly into my Soul, I never considered that the Essence's reaction could be different depending on which Essence it was.
I think it makes sense for a Demonic Essence to try to corrupt the person, it was a feeling worse than pain, not having control over my body, mind and emotions was one of the worst things I experienced if I don't count what I went through in Hell.
When I looked at my body I was surprised, my flesh was half melted while my bones were distorted, I wasn't even able to speak and yet I didn't feel pain or any other type of suffering.
"(What happened to my body?)" (I)
"< Incarnation of Blood >" (I)