Once my Familiars split up going to every corner of the Colosseum, I used magic to fly to the private room where Elizabeth was.
I was feeling great fear and dread, I could feel something strange spreading through my body as if searching for something, it was a desire so primitive that it couldn't even be called instinctive.
My body was in pieces and I knew I had received some damage from Alma, but none of it scared me as much as it does now, this spreading through my body was something unknown to me, I had never felt anything like this before, it wasn't contaminating my body, it wasn't interfering with my energy, it wasn't hurting me, it wasn't doing anything apparently bad to me from any point of view.
What scared me most was not knowing what was happening, being afflicted by something unknown with no apparent effect was the worst possible scenario, it could even be a curse that by the time it showed any effect it would be too late to do anything.