The night I was synthesizing the latest rabbit strains in front of Elsaris, I had planned on showing her how difficult this is for me.
I know she doesn't care about me, she's already made it very clear that she only cares about her sister and even though she hasn't spoken I can tell she cares about her two children too.
But I want her to see my sincerity in trying to help her sister, I hope she understands why I want to wait until after Farus is defeated, and I want her to trust me a little, which is why I did all that.
I thought that everything was going to go well, but it seems that things went a very wrong way after I lost consciousness, I woke up due to the strong bloodlust that was surrounding me, after that, I had to endure my tiredness and pain to try to calm Vanessa and Layla.