Howdy world, it's me, Razel Bartlet.
A simple boy with black hair and eyes.
I was originally a Japanese student who died and was reincarnated in an otome game. A dating simulator for girls.
The bad thing about having awakened in this world is that there are dangers that will happen in the future and I must avoid them.
Why me?
Because there is no one else like me.
I honestly wish I had reincarnated allies.
But there is no one like me.
That's why I made the decision to create an alter ego, Licht. And thus save the world from the shadows.
Am I not the most merciful person in the world?
Instead of looking for a place to go and hide for when chaos happens, or knowing about edible plants and non-killer mushrooms for when there is nothing to eat.
Shouldn't the people of the future thank me for saving their lives?
Well, they won't since they don't know I exist.
But there are very few who do thank me for what I have done for them.
Like, for example, my current situation.
I woke up a few minutes ago in my room in the Rosenberg mansion, located in the imperial capital.
The room was dark as there are no windows, only a lamp, I was told that, if I wished to change to another one, but I liked to sleep without any light.
The thing is, when I opened my eyes, I felt my body heavy.
As I turned to see what was preventing me from moving well, I found two wonderful surprises.
My girlfriends, two girls who are part of the game plot of this world.
Starting with the right one, a beautiful girl with long blonde hair and teal eyes, my childhood friend Eli─ Elize von Rosenberg, the villainess of this game.
She was wearing a pink pajamas which was very cute, she was hugging me like a teddy bear, her head was on my chest and her beautiful yellow hairs were joining the other girl who was sleeping just like her.
Lily, the protagonist of this game.
Lily is a commoner who entered the academy by a miracle or something like that, then she met the capture targets and among them the prince. Which was the fiancé of Eli, the duke's daughter.
Eli tormented Lily until one day the terrible villainess received her punishment.
But when I witnessed the life of both of them I discovered that it was just a stupidity of this world and I acted on my own and altered the order.
For that reason they both ended up getting engaged to me and are now sisters in name.
Lily also wore adorable pajamas, they were bench colored with flowers.
Only she was drooling a bit due to a nice dream she must be having.
Despite having two people on top of me it doesn't make me uncomfortable, why not?
That's because they both possess big breasts.
Their large fleshy masses rest on my belly.
Since they don't wear a bra, all the weight and softness is touched by my belly, or rather, the shirt that covers it.
Yesterday we were on a date due to today being the last day of vacation we have.
We recently entered the month of October, the last school semester of the year started late due to several problems that happened this year and that maybe were my fault.
For that reason, I will sleep a little longer.
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Once I woke up again, my girlfriends were gone.
I woke up and changed my clothes and then went to brush my teeth.
Normally I should shower before, but I don't want to do it twice, anyway, I showered before I went to sleep so I don't stink.
The hallways of the mansion are long, it's normal to get lost.
But I had already walked through the mansion several times so no problem at all.
After walking around several times I ran into the servants. I greeted them and they did the same.
Seeing him meant the main hall was here.
Entering, I made my way to the dining room which was a few doors down. I would seriously like to put a map in this place.
When I finally entered the dining room, I greeted the people who were there.
"Good morning everyone."
"Good morning Razel/Razel-kun."
Seated at a large rectangular table with fancy tablecloths and plates with gold and silver plated silverware were the women of the family.
Lily and Eli were together.
At the opposite end from them was their mother, Barbara von Rosenberg, a woman identical to how Eli would look if she were in her forties.
The difference was in her mature-looking face and huge breasts.
Barbara was eating while reading a report brought in by the head butler, her right hand man, a man with blue eyes, long gray hair tied at the nape of his neck in a ponytail and a padlock beard, Glenn Whiteberg was his name.
"I see, it looks like the mine's profits have increased."
"Yes. Should I tell the workers that they're increasing productivity?"
"No need to. Sales are going well, besides the mine we don't know how much ore to sell they have, we shouldn't inquire too much so as not to disturb their guardian."
(True, the girls told me they found a dragon who told them he would give them the resources if they visited him. I should go too one day and thank him.)
Just as I was about to sit down, Eli stopped me.
"Razel, come sit with us."
Eli lightly touched her palm on the seat next to her. Lily was at the other end so I would be between the two beauties.
I went to do so and the moment I sat down.
"Gotcha!"
They both shouted as they hugged me.
The feeling of having two sweet girls in love with me was priceless. Even more so having their breasts touch me.
As I was enjoying this feeling, new people arrived.
"Good morning~"
"Good mo─ my tongue..."
Two other girlfriends of mine arrived.
Starting with the front one, daughter of a count, Celia von Algrand.
Her hair is light brown with a chin-length bob cut style, her eyes are turquoise and her pajamas are sexy to sleep in.
The bottom is white shorts that fully show off her legs and her blouse is one so short that it fully shows off her belly, marking her large breasts as she stretched out.
While the girl in the back, daughter of a marquis and member of the ten holy wizards, Evelyn von Exner.
Her hair is light ash blonde, long to her hips, wavy from how fluffy it looks. She usually has her hair tied in two braided buns that make her look like a little mouse, with amethyst-colored eyes.
Evelyn had a unique secret, and that is that she was a homunculus.
An artificial human being.
It's certainly a mystery and a rarity that such a thing exists, but I didn't care. She's one of my girlfriends and that alone matters.
Evelyn's pajamas were a long blue nightgown.
Evelyn and Celia came to sit near us, but before they sat down, Celia came to my side and stuck her tongue in my mouth.
"...!"
This made my other girlfriends startled.
Despite the fact that we just woke up, this kiss was a way of showing good morning.
After what happened in Lautreamont territory, Celia and Evelyn are closer to me.
"H-H-H-H-Hey what do you think you're doing!"
Eli said as he stood up in a hurry pointing his finger at Celia.
Celia removed her tongue from my mouth and said.
"What are you talking about? It's normal to kiss our boyfriend good morning, isn't it?"
"That should be done after the legal wife has her turn!"
Celia turning her face away replied to Eli in a way that mocked her.
"Legal wife this, legal wife that. You know, if your man wants to be with X woman the legal wife has no authority. So there's nothing to do... right, honey?"
Celia in a loving way put her big breasts on my head. It felt really good this.
My girlfriends were showing their affection for me. Someone who is supposed to be ugly and a background character in this world.
But after what happened with Astraea, she must not see me that way anymore. I will die if I go back to the old me, Shishigami Naoto.
I said to Eli.
"Relax Eli, I'll give you your dose of affection too so relax, okay?"
Eli got a little childish as she turned her face away and crossed her arms under her big breasts.
"Hmph! It's only natural since I'm the legal wife!"
It was a very quiet morning in this world. A boring life that I wouldn't want to change for the world.
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After breakfast I went to work out in the garden.
I worked out a lot. Since after my battle against the ogre hero, I found that my body had grown and my muscle mass too.
My face didn't change, but my body did.
Since today was the last day of rest before going to school, the girls went to buy things for themselves. I stayed in to relax.
I had plenty of time to spend with my girlfriends so no wonder I wanted to have some time to myself.
After drying off I went to my room.
But there was something weird, the doorknob was locked wrong.
I wasn't supposed to worry about someone coming to steal from me, it's just weird this.
As I entered the room, everything was dark.
I closed the door and went to bed, before I lay down I was pushed into bed.
The light came on and I wasn't surprised at what I saw.
"I knew it must be you."
"Hehehe, was I that obvious?"
"Of course you were."
The one who suddenly darted toward me was none other than Barbara, Eli's mother, my mother-in-law.
Barbara was wearing a very revealing black babydoll, with sensual black lingerie.
Her underwear was made of dental floss, behind was a mirror, I could see the large white buttocks she possessed.
Her huge, firm breasts were compressed in a bra that seemed to explode at any moment.
Barbara and I had a secret lovers' relationship as she happened to be jealous of Eli.
Her ex-husband ran off to who knows where leaving the house full of debt.
Barbara could not bear the pain and suffering of paying the debts alone. Which grew more and more because of the high interest.
She was a villainess like Eli, but her role was that of a background character like me.
In the end, the mother and daughter villainess got what they deserved in the game.
But in reality they are both victims of the former duke.
Barbara was suffering in silence trying to carry on a ruined house which was losing its territory every day.
In the end I appeared to save them through my duel against the idiots.
Barbara was pleased that a man like me was the one to marry her daughter and that made her feel attracted to me.
At first she said this relationship was just a spur of the moment thing.
But I told her I was serious.
I want to make all of them happy.
I don't want them to cry again.
That's why Barbara agreed to be my woman even though she was my mother-in-law.
While I was remembering all that, we were kissing like lovers.
My tongue and hers were intertwined.
Her breasts were pressed against me.
My hands groped that big ass.
I couldn't hold it in any longer, but Barbara said something that always left me thoughtful.
"Razel-kun, give me your baby."
It was there that my curiosity won out over my desire for her.
I removed my tongue and held it for a moment.
Barbara's face was ecstatic, she was wrapped up in the pleasure of kissing us, she wondered what I was doing.
I told her bluntly."I understand that we have this kind of relationship and that your age is problematic for us, but what's the rush of having a baby?"
I know a child is important, I don't know anything about babies. I didn't even take good care of my little siblings, but a child is different.
Barbara was nearing her forty-second birthday. An age that indicated she would soon no longer be fit to give birth.
I had some material I wanted to use to prevent her from being unable to give birth anymore, but I was not ready yet.
I was therefore very intrigued by her desperation.
She looked hesitant to respond, she looked like a scared little puppy.
"What's wrong?"
Her behavior really worried me.
She just said. "It's just... if I tell you you'll hate me."
That was shocking.
I immediately hugged and comforted her.
"Don't talk nonsense. There's no way I can hate you."
"No... you would, like he did."
Then I understood everything.
It was her ex-husband's fault.
I pulled my head away from her shoulder and looked at her, Barbara was crying.
I wiped those tears away as I soothed her.
"I don't know what you're talking about, but I promise there's no way I hate you. I just want to know what hurts you so bad."
She took my hand and placed it on her cheek.
"Okay, I'll tell you."
Barbará told me about something that happened in the past.
❤❤❤
A few years after my daughter, Elize, was born. My husband and I tried again to have another baby.
The goddess Alexia blessed us and my womb has a new life.
Apparently it is a boy. My belly is growing day by day.
Today I came with him for the family doctor to check me. I am already in the seventh month, my belly is very big.
No doubt he will be a very strong boy.
I was touching my belly wishing it would come out soon.
The doctor came and talked with us for a while before asking me to lie down.
The machine he uses to check the baby works with a life detection sensor. Which is a product of research by the capital's ministry of magic.
I was waiting for him to say how big it is, but he was quiet. He suddenly left the room and soon after came in with other doctors.
From time to time they looked at me, I was beginning to feel strange.
My husband asked them.
"Is something wrong?"
The doctor who was checking me came up to us and said the words I will never forget.
"I'm so sorry."
"... Huh? Why are you sorry?"
"The last time you came for a check-up was two months ago, right?"
"Yes..."
"This magic item is not developed enough to detect ghost signals."
"... Ghost?"
An age that indicated she would soon no longer be fit to give birth.
I had some material I wanted to use to prevent her from being unable to give birth anymore, but I was not ready yet.
I was therefore very intrigued by her desperation.
She looked hesitant to respond, she looked like a scared little puppy.
"What's wrong?"
Her behavior really worried me.
She just said. "It's just... if I tell you you'll hate me."
That was shocking.
I immediately hugged and comforted her.
"Don't talk nonsense. There's no way I can hate you."
"No...you won't, like he did."
Then I understood everything.
It was her ex-husband's fault.
I pulled my head away from her shoulder and looked at her, Barbara was crying.
I wiped those tears away as I soothed her.
"I don't know what you're talking about, but I promise there's no way I hate you. I just want to know what hurts you so bad."
She took my hand and placed it on her cheek.
"Okay, I'll tell you."
Barbará told me about something that happened in the past.
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A few years after my daughter, Elize, was born. My husband and I tried again to have another baby.
The goddess Alexia blessed us and my womb has a new life.
Apparently it is a boy. My belly is growing day by day.
Today I came with him for the family doctor to check me. I am already in the seventh month, my belly is very big.
No doubt he will be a very strong boy.
I was touching my belly wishing it would come out soon.
The doctor came and talked with us for a while before asking me to lie down.
The machine he uses to check the baby works with a life detection sensor. Which is a product of research by the capital's ministry of magic.
I was waiting for him to say how big it is, but he was quiet. He suddenly left the room and soon after came in with other doctors.
From time to time they looked at me, I was beginning to feel strange.
My husband asked them.
"Is something wrong?"
The doctor who was checking me came up to us and said the words I will never forget.
"I'm so sorry."
"... Huh? Why are you sorry?"
"The last time you came for a check-up was two months ago, right?"
"Yes..."
"This magic item is not developed enough to detect ghost signals."
"... Ghost?"
I felt my breath catch and my throat couldn't get down the saliva I swallowed.
"Yes. We call that the phenomenon that occurs when the baby dies inside and because it is not taken out, it continues to develop, but as a ghost."
"You're wrong..."
I'm not going to believe that.
"You're wrong."
I refuse to accept that.
"I can feel it moving inside! They just want to make me feel like an idiot!"
The doctors looked at me with a complicated face, one doctor came up to me and took my hand.
"I'm so sorry, Duchess, but this is a very rare phenomenon to occur, it looks like the cord got tangled in your neck─"
"Shut up everyone!!!"
"I don't want to hear them!!!"
"Their lies just want to hurt me!!!"
"My baby can't... this little one can't."
My eyes started to get blurry, I refused to accept what they were saying, but the next thing they said was much worse.
"It's very painful to tell you this, but we'll have to operate this instant."
"... Huh? But it's not born yet."
"We're sorry Duchess, but being two months dead causes putrefaction inside."
"..."
Eh, what did she mean by putrefaction?
"It is possible that your uterus and organs are in danger. We will call healers from the temple to come and assist us during the operation."
"Quickly let's go."
The doctor called the nurses and they came to move the bed. I turned for my husband to come and help me.
But his look at me was one of disappointment.
Alvin... why?
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It had been weeks since that.
I was a little conscious when I had the surgery, I could see him with one of my eyes open.
I cried a lot.
But so much, that they say I suffered a cardiac arrest.
The doctor told me that my uterus was serious, that I should take some pills and in a few months I will be able to try again without any problem.
But I have been in bed since the day I left the hospital.
I don't want anything.
I just want my baby.
My husband only came to see me once to say.
"Your mother said you had to do something during that time. Currently many people blame you for losing the heir."
... Huh?
Dear...what do you say?
I─
"For that reason I am required to have an heir with a concubine so that I won't have these problems. Eli will be the heir until I have a son, with that said, goodbye."
My husband left the room and from then on never saw me again.
❤❤❤
I was already recovered according to a doctor who came to see me.
But my depression was because I failed as a noblewoman.
As the wife of a duke, many people expected me to give birth to the heir.
But they blame me for losing him.
Forgive me.
If I had been more careful, this wouldn't have happened.
❤❤❤
My daughter, Eli, came to tell me something today.
She's grown up a lot since I last saw her.
She's a real lady.
Her smile is what makes me no longer want to remember her brother, who she doesn't know never existed.
"Mom, guess what happened today!"
"... What?"
With a smile on her little face she said.
"I made a friend! His name is Razel and he's coming this weekend for my birthday!"
A friend... something like that I didn't have in my childhood. But my daughter must not go through what I did.
"I think it's good that you have a friend. Friends are those who never leave you."
From seeing my daughter's smile, it gave me strength to get up and attend her party that day.
I hadn't made contact with our relatives for years. Besides, I wanted to see that child and thank him for being her friend.
I wonder if Prince Regulux is coming?
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"You're stupid Razel, I hate you so much!"
My daughter screamed as she ran away and her tears fell to the ground.
I wanted to go out and chase after her, but the strength in my legs was still weak and I didn't have that luxury.
I just stood there, as I listened to my relatives talk about my daughter.
"What's wrong with her, can't you see she's ruining the atmosphere?"
"Let her be, she's that woman's daughter for a reason."
"She really is an uneducated brat, coming from that woman I'm not surprised."
I bit my tongue out of frustration.
I looked at my husband for something to say to them, but he just gave me a dirty look as if I was responsible.
He turned his back on me and left.
In the end, I was left alone.
❤❤❤
I told everything that happened to me since that day to Razel-kun.
Including how much I suffered because of the debt, thinking what should I do.
Prostitute myself to the nobles? Or do something improper?
He was silent and looking at the ground.
He must be disgusted with me.
Since I am a useless woman who couldn't have a baby with her ex-husband and now she wants to give one to her new husband so he won't leave me.
I really am a very pitiful woman.
"Damn iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit!"
He suddenly screamed and stood up.
He was emanating a lot of magical power.
It looked like he wanted to blow up the whole place.
That meant he was really mad at me.
I looked down and muttered.
"I knew I shouldn't say anything to him... he'll leave me at this rate too like him."
But without saying anything he came over and hugged me.
I didn't understand this hug.
His grip was too strong.
My breasts ached.
"Razel-kun, it hurts, please─"
"I'M SO SORRY!"
Huh?
"I'M REALLY SORRY!"
"You went through terrible things and I'm sorry, but..."
He squeezed me tightly, but what he said next made my heart melt.
"You'll never go through anything like that ever again!"
"As much as you or Eli or Lily! I'll protect them with my life!"
"You're my family! You're my women! You're the future mothers of my children! That's why..."
He stopped hugging me and stared at me.
I could see a burning flame in his eyes. That flame made me melt and not give a damn.
"If you have problems or whatever, just say so. I'll take care of it since I'm the man of the house. Rosenberg Household will never suffer a blow or be hurt again, I will protect you all since I am the future duke!"
Hearing those words made my belly happy.
I could feel myself accepting more intensely to be Razel-kun's baby's room.
I want him.
Not to replace the one I lost.
But to finally live my life next to the man who respects and loves me.
Eli, your mother definitely wants your husband's baby.
I kissed him and then we went to bed to make love.
It was a wonderful experience as our connected bodies felt different from before.
It was no longer corporeal pleasure. It was an act of love.
To generate a future member of this family, be it a boy or a girl.
In the end, Razel-kun gave me a great amount of happiness in the baby chamber and all I could do was scream with happiness as we were connected.
I wish. I wish for a baby ❤.