I told Asher that I didn't want to live a life without him in it, that what why I tried to kill myself in the first place, so why did he do this to me? He even told me in the hospital after he saved my life that if it were up to him that he would soon marry me over her based on our friendship! Didn't he tell me over and over again how grateful he was that we hand't ended our friendship and that he was glad to have me around? All he did was complain about her all the time! I even acted like his damned wife; I cooked for him, I helped him out in his work, I cared about his mental health…So why? Why did he…actually started liking her? I bet it was my mother of all people; all she did was force me to give him up ever since he married that witch. She even made Ashar feel the tension between us on purpose so he could leave me! I warned her…I wanted her over and over again to just keep her stupid mouth shut and let me have him whenever I wanted. But even he agreed with her… ….but that still doesn't explain what on earth Khirad did to him to make him…look at her like how I always looked at him, how he talked about her the way I always talked about him to my mother and aunt. When did he start praising her to me? Correcting my assertions about her? He actually stared…avoiding me of all people because of her! He gave me a damned lecture about her altogether that was enough to push me into another suicide attempt. And now I had another huge problem on my hands; my poor stalkier cousin and relocated near u stop continue his studies at the same place as Khirad of all people! While I grew up and only had eyes for Ashar I could't help but notice his growing interest in my side I had a growing pile of letters from him since high school that I wasn't interested in reading, and how he had staked me at our local art gallery just as I was about to tear my hair out; coming up with plan after plan to destroy this stupid marriage once and for all, which didn't improve my mood at all when I saw him. And then he bought me a damned paining them next day? He practically met me outside of my bedroom the net morning, just who did this guy think he was? I jus waited for him to leave so I could call Ashar again for the 5th time that day just to hear his voice I suppose. Bu now he was stalking me in my own home and continuously expressing a false love to me every chance he got when it was clear as day he was just eyeing my home like the lowborn he was. I had to even tell him to cut it out with the cheap talks and just leave me the hell alone so I could just be with Ashar.
He even had the nerve to ask me what he could do to improve himself as if that could make me forget my one true love! And then he rambled on about wanting to be just like Ashar, and that was when I was truly over it and I walked away, leaving him begging on the ground and calling out to me.