I am the one, who hurt him so much so I am not going to push him away, I should be the one to get the pain as I am going to be his replacement for Anna even though I know he will hate me when he wakes up but I can never see him crying like this
He kissed my lips as I closed my eyes trying to think that he is sober and doing this with me and thinking about me and more importantly, he loves me, no matter what the reality is, I started to feel his kiss getting deepen as I cupped his face pulling close to me, while his right hand is on my neck and the left one is on my waist pulling me closer, it felt really good in his arms but when I hear Anna's name each and every time, he kisses me, each and every time he ook at me, each and every time he hugs me hurt so much, I just lay down closing my eyes trying my best not to ear him but it is impossible I can hear him calling Anna clearly.
