Love.... Trust...
Those words... I don't know them..... they are long gone in my life ever since my family died. I'm tired.... I'm numb..... I'm in pain..... It.. hurts... It's okay I'm used to it. I know I'm now broken 💔
I don't need love.. I don't want to trust anyone again they will disappear anyway... Hi my name is Lyssa Walters... I don't have a family they all died... And I'm the reason of it... If only.. I tried harder... a little bit harder I might've saved them I might've been happy with them spending Christmas, New Years, and Birthdays . But now I'm alone I don't have anyone to depend on... To cry on... To trust on.... To care for me...
I always remember the life lesson my parent's taught me "The purpose of life is to be happy" but... How can I be happy if my source of happiness is gone how can I dream if I don't have courage , how can I dream if I don't have anyone to be proud of me, anyone to support me, motivate me, most of all to love me.
Being broken and alone is hard but I am trying to move forward leaving the past behind.. I tried.... But my past keeps haunting me to my dreams until now.. I want to forget everything... I don't know if I can if only I can go back in the past.
I'll make sure to save my family... I can't.....
I'm scared mom, dad,brother, please come... come ... back to.... me....