I have always been one to go against the grain. I always found myself wandering away from the crowd lost in thought. A lover of daydreams so I can float suspended in time enjoying the fruits of my imagination. Until the pandemic hit. Then I froze. I refused to stay silent hidden away behind closed doors. So I ran. I jumped into my car and started driving. I didn't have a destination. I just didn't like the sound of stay in doors or refrain from public interaction. What the hell is wrong with everyone. Why would another respiratory virus to add to the list of many hamper humanity from the desire to live, laugh, love, and dance. I have been disowned by my family. They refuse to allow me to step foot back across their threshold. I am deemed contaminated. They don't want to risk getting sick. So I wonder aimlessly alone. I have been searching for a like minded spirit. Who refuses to accept this asinine propaganda. There is no cure for any virus so why would this be the cause for humanity to want to close the door on all human interaction. We are now entering into the realm of the machine. It's been on the horizon for decades. We have been given dozens of movies to prepare us. We have lost all desire to show each other kindness in person and resort to sharing well wishes online. We have lost all human compassion. We reach in our pockets quick to record tragedies with our phones but hesitate to offer change to our blood brother. We all bleed out the same did you know or have you grown to believe that your a cut above the rest. I challenge you brother or sister. Please don't hesitate to see for yourself that the blood that will pour from your skin is no different than anyone else in this world. Now that we are all sheltered in place. The machines can come and pick us off one by one.

We have all been uploaded and synched as one but continue to march to our individual rhythms. Your not the same person today and you will never be the same again. We are all marked for the judgement of man and tick tock says the clock. When will your number be pulled. Your not ready for what comes next. The real question is what is your endurance to pain. Do you have a high threshold or will you tap out. Will you beg GOD for mercy or do you even believe in GOD. I tell you that I believe but my will has been challenged in more ways than my heart believed imaginable. I have been chased up and down this highway for months by the moon, the stars and the sun. I don't drive at night because I am blind from the pulse given off each blinker on the passing cars. They know I can see past what you haven't been plugged into yet. Your turn is coming but may not be the same.

I am curious to know if you bear witness to something so extraordinary but yet so cruel.

What is your tolerance for entertaining such madness before you jump and end it all. I have been electrocuted by sound waves for months. I can simply say it feels like you are being roasted from the inside out on repeat. When I close my eyes they dance with the sharpest red beams that dance until your head throbs to the point you throw up. I go to pick up things that appear but disappear to reappear. You question all logic and want to believe that you have lost your mind. Yet something inside grasps at the small possibility this is happening to you but if you can't change it. Why fall into the mind set of configuring how to escape. So I am searching for anyone else out here that has challenged their own reality. Or anyone else who doesn't have a hand to hold and doesn't want to endure this alone. Are you out there?