Father and Mother were totally new concept for Mu Huan , in her previous life ,she neither had the privilege nor she could afford the luxury of these words.
From the memories she had of her childhood, she was always the one who had protected her younger brother, she never knew what was parents love and if she could afford that.
She worked very hard for her younger brother and for herself , so she could give her brother a life free of worries.
She had lived her life at orphanage with her brother, their parents had abandoned them , she never knew the reason why humans gave birth , if they doesn't wanted the child to live with them , why they can be selfish enough to abondon them like a chess piece which has no value.
When she was younger , she would often cry in night and be brave throughout the day , so that her brother would never know the bitter truth of life. Although, she lived in orphanage, that orphange was managed by top tier wealthy families, so that they can promote their image of kindness.
So the children there can go to school and college which were in alliance of orphange, but humans are humans whether they are child or adults, they knew only the fittest can survive in this world, so there were many fights behind the scenes for the attentions, spots for study ,etc. so she knew she has to be the strongest so that no one can bully her brother.
She worked very hard , forgetting that she herself was child , started studying hard, she skipped many years in school , and graduted early , and she too worked part times jobs for her various experience in many fields, her younger brother too, had followed her lead.
In her tough times , whenever she wanted to stop struggling and wanted to compromise with life , or had yearning for her parents love , she only had her younger brother's warmth and BTS songs plus she has a older brother although they were not siblings , there was something between them she cannot point, she was a special child , she was genius in every field but when it comes to emotion, they were nothing to her but mere words , which can change like every season .
So she never thought to make something big out of them , she was afraid that thing between them will change if she make it obvious.
" Hey, are you gonna prentend that you didn't heard me?" Mu Xi's question brought Mu Huan out from her memories.