Zach is trying so hard to have some liquor but he feels more guilty when he's touching the liquor bottle.
He feels like Stella will get more hurt If he drinks it.
Madison was in the other room, on the couch. "What's taking so long, my love?" she asked the question shouting.
Zach becomes angry after hearing it. But why? He takes all the four bottles of liquor and lets go of those slowly.
One bye one all of those fell and broke into pieces. He smiled at the occurrence.
Madison comes after hearing what the noise was of?
"What are you thinking Zach?!?" She starts cleaning those already. "I'm not here to clean these always!"
"Who told you to clean anyways?" Zach replied with a calm and deep tone, having a sad face. Anyone who looks at him can tell he's Hurt...
He goes outside the house and stares at the emptiness of the darkness at night.
It's exactly like him.
He was enjoying until Madison comes from behind and hugs him.
"I understand. It's alright darling." She tries to become an ideal girlfriend at least.
But Zach turns around and pushed her to the ground. He bowed down to her level, held her neck as if he's gonna kill her literally.
"You don't understand. All if it happened because of you!!! So nothing is alright!" He holds it tighter and Madison coughs, "Let go! Please" grunts until she can make him feel that she is actually dying so he needs to leave her neck.
Zach's tear dropped down his cheek to Madison's cheek. As soon as it dropped he spared her life and went back to his calm, dark & silent position.
Behaved as if nothing happened but Madison is coughing a lot behind him.
"Can you at least!... leave me alone?" He was gonna shout again but calmed down as Stella used to tell, being angry is bad for health.
"I'm so sorry Zach." She lies.
"Don't be, when you are not." Zach understands.
Madison keeps silent for some moments and Zach starts talking...
"First I'm the one who's that unlucky to kill his own family, even though I didn't. Then nobody believes me except you. I had you once. Thought you would be with me until the end. And you were always by my side...." He became silent again.
The pain was too much for him. But he tries to continue after inhaling deep breaths.
"Until you met that guy who was probably so-called hotter, sweeter, richer and better than me. Then you leave me for literally no reason at all!" He turns around.
"I was all alone but thanks to God that he befriended me with loneliness. I used to cry for You!!! Everyday and night. It was so hard without someone you used to have all the time! Despite being hard I tried my best to move on as you told me to, as if it's so easy. Maybe it was for you. Then I found Stella, who was actually naive and better than you. Confessed my love for her and she took me by her side. Gave me company but you weren't happy with that either!? You took Everything from me, EVERYTHING!!!"
He tried to calm down once again as Madison was so scared by his act. He was never like that. She understands what she has done. But she's speechless, I guess it's better for her to be silent as he likes it the most.
She never thought it that way. A boy abandoned by everyone. Without anyone by his side. Crying day and night.
"Leave...please..." Zach said.
Without saying anything Madison went to her home.
"Is everything alright Madison?" Her mother asked as her face was like she saw a ghost. "What?...Yeah." saying so she went to her room and locked her inside. She felt a deep wound this Time.
A wound that was for Zach which was gonna only be healed by revenge!
Revenge From Stella.
Stella should get revenge not her.
But she doesn't understand this much.
Because she was gonna get Zach back no matter what.
"I get what is mine." She whispered.
So let alone Stella, she can make anyone the victim of her selfish and devilish act. No wonder why?
That night, there weren't any star in the sky. Not a single one. Stella is wondering why? There's usually at least two star which are really closer than any other stars those she sees from her window.
She named one of them Zach and the other Stella. Yes she considers those themselves. The brighter one is Zach. He's as beautiful as the bright star.
But there's no star today.
"Does these actually work like us? When we're together both of them were together as I can remember. And now... none of them are here. Strange" she thought.
Without her knowing, a tear dropped from her left eye. She was shocked when the drop fell on her left hand. She smiles while crying cuz this hand was the one Zach used to hold the most. She imagines all those times together. Holding hands, hugging and all those passionate kisses. A
ll those confessions. So heavenly...which weren't in her fate anymore, sadly.
Suddenly her thoughts drifted to the lucky mannerless bitch. Yes, Madison.
"Mr Peter had told me that Madison was his ex 's name...but could it be possible that my best friend was his ex???" She asked herself. Judging by everything that happened, she came to a clue.
"Yes! She was the one. I bet." She became sad soon.
"That's why Zach used to avoid her but still kissed her naked even I was his present girlfriend. That's maybe not fair... what had I done to deserve this? Break Ron's heart!? Or what? Loved Zach more than anyone!? Or..or....Oh God! I can't take this much pressure right now!!!"
She pulled her own hair in sadness and anger and soon became asleep while crying.
It was midnight. Everything was silent except Zach's mind which was restless and screaming inside.
He was also crying, after so long. Thinking about Stella she couldn't stop his tears from falling.
As Stella also used to say- Let it all out when you're hurt. If you keep it inside its gonna hurt you even more.
Wise lady, he thought.
"She's so cute and naive. She...she didn't deserve this! oh God what have I done!?" He bowed in the ground, crying and screaming, pulling out those grasses in anger.
Letting It All Out.