it was morning 5 am and I was still sleepy, i decided to switch my phone on so that i won't fall again!
though sleeping at 2am and waking up at 5 for gym is not something a human could do .. may be I've been born with some extra powers (hahaha!) my subconscious laughed at my silly joke. I put the internet on and waited for the notification of good morning from my boyfriend but there were not any from him... but I had many messages which were not from him lol!
so is it true boys have interest on a girl till she's not his? i remember him waiting for my call at 6am but okay he might be busy (stop acting mature!) again my subconscious rolled eyes at me..~
and this is how the time stuck 6:30
and my mom started shouting wake up Saumya!!! she thought i was sleep
(no mommy! I'm up with my hand down under pants)
and then i got up from the bed thinking I've been terrible to my life with no changes in it and then I decided today would be the better day!!!! wohoo
9am the gym was again as exhausting like yesterday but I've started enjoying it because I start believing that if I go to the gym regularly and do some exercise right there in the morning and then rest whole day off with my phone I would lose weight (only in your dreams darling ) okay so my subconscious needs to answer me everything huhh??
And then I cleaned my room..., wait I actually cleared it by hiding things here and there after all my mom wants the room empty and not clean... stuffs piss her off
like u can't keep ur books on. the bed or on the table because if you have had done your studies you should keep it in your bag.
and then I take a towel and spank the whole bedsheet so all the dirt flies away but again! she's a mom and her question would be
"your bed is cleaned! so why the bedsheet sticks the mattress????" after that session I started puffing my bedsheet from the corner because removing the whole bedsheet and putting it again wasn't my game at all , my phone awaited me... I went to the kitchen for breakfast and was welcomed with mom's bad mood of not being able to take it on my own...
maybe I didnt take because she was in the kitchen!!! but again she's a mom... she is correct.
I took the plate of fruits from the kitchen and came to my room and jumped into with my phone... I had nothing to watch. No web series, No movies, because I never had any interest in them. I don't have patience and I would rather start the movie from the ending or would skip the series for knowing the end as soon as possible. so the only thing was reading memes and scrolling through my insta
yeah I had a boyfriend but he's too busy to give me time and I'm too in love with him to complain.
And that's how clock struck 2pm and he would call and ask have u had lunch baby?
and I would blush... and things were going normal when I stuck with a guy named Shivam
Shivam was sweet~ he liked talking, he like making new friends, he like starting conversations and he was polite and he looked good and he was friendly but he was stubborn! every time I would say him bye he will start a new topic just to talk to me., because he liked making new friend and I was a total stranger to him. Because I was in a relationship I hated making new friends for talking to another guy would definitely make me as a cheater (only u can think this sh*t) but this is what loyalty is!!!!
Neither I was convinced that I should talk to him nor he left the decision that he wanted to make me a new friend.
and then I would ignore him and go back to insta scrolling thing and clock would stuck 5 and that was the time my mom and dad would have tea.. and I was supposed to actually they expected me to come up and make milk tea for them... though I know the timings and would think that today I will go and make them milk tea, But just 5 minutes more let me scroll insta
and clock would stuck 6pm and noone will come up to call me because if they will., we'll have a fight but even if they don't come. But again nothing changes whenever I will go, even at 9 p.m. they would still scold me even if I'll go at 4 p.m. (before the milk tea timing) also they will still scold me so nothing changes nothing new.
*u phone left u free for us finally huhh???*
mom would always say... and here our fight use to start. I knew I was always wrong because she is a mother and she would always think right about me but I am a teenager! so who cares? we all fight for everything no matter even if it's right or wrong I just want it because our emotions are at high peak. And no! I don't blame my age because this is me it is my nature fighting for everything what I want. and then I would chill down but my mom would mostly eat dinner being mad at me but that's my least concern... my first would be that I won't fight infront my father... that wasn't respect it was fear that I hope they won't check my phone.
and then I would again come to bed and then listen to my favourite songs, wait for my boyfriend to text me goodnight, and this is how my days go like normal days go and Shivam would message me again that tenth message of him I would ignore because I don't like talking to strangers and I would just reply him yeah GN.