'Colourful' was my first thought on reaching here.

Now that I think about it my life ended quite early in early twenties, I was quite content with it now lets focus here.

'Kelidoscope is what I think of this space instead of black space and colourful star system which I saw in pictures this looks different very different'

I did not need to look around to observe my surroundings I was somehow able to process 360° seeing different planets and stars in colourful manner was like a fairy tale I concluded that I am in my astral form and am able to precive all spectrum of reality.

'Lets try manipulating these energy but how I am only a soul but I have try but how? wait will I have my will lets see first I should meditate' then started my medication I did not know how long did it take to achieve < stillness > here but after it the energy started filling my soul and eight swill came to existence should I have a humanoid body these swill shall be in place of my chakra points.

Years have passed or so it would be if time passed here slowly my soul regained my a humanoid body without any features just an humanoid object meditating in lotus position.

Suddenly a headache starts a will preasures me to forget a relief it promise's me should I go would it be better to forget and start anew.

'No no no.. I won't give no I will preserve not like other times I will write my destiny my self now I have to break the cycle..... AaaaAaaaa..... I have to clam my self... Aaaaaa.. Just a little more and I will be in living once more just a little' In another instant there is no sul there the beautiful heaven is empty and black.