After I said yes to his proposal, he stood up, kissed me, hugged me. I was left speechless. We walked for a bit and realized that it was almost 10 pm, it was getting darker and darker by minutes. He drove me home, then we said our goodbyes. I had to tell my mom what happened.
I went into the house, I could not find my mom anywhere but I heard some giggling in my parents room so I decided to go see what was happening. I went into their room and saw my mom, she was super happy so I asked:
"Hey! What for are you happy?"
"Oh, hey. Nicolas texted me about your engagement and I am happy for you. You know that your wedding is only two weeks away?" She said with her happy voice.
"Yes mom, I know,"
"Nicolas didn't have to propose to you for your marriage, but he did, we and his parents decided to let you guys pick your wedding date,"
"Wait really?" I shouted of the excitement.
"Yes really, but he doesn't know about it so you have to tell him,"
"Okay I will tell him, but maybe he could come over tomorrow?"
"Sure, he is your real fiance now and he is always welcome in our home,"
"Okay, thank you,"
For the first time, I saw my mom not being strict anymore and I felt relief. I quickly got into the shower and got ready to go to bed. I fell asleep faster than I thought I would. The next morning I woke up to him calling my name. I was surprised, but didn't lost my words and said:
"Good morning,"
"Good morning to you too. How did you sleep?"
"I slept good, how about you? When did you come here?"
"Well, I almost didn't sleep I was thinking about you. I got here around 8 am and currently, it is 9 am,"
"Well it is only 9 am and you said you didn't sleep so get in my bed and let's get some more sleep," He smirked and got in the bed.
He hugged me and I felt him next to me he was so warm that I quickly fell asleep again. I woke up at 11 am, then got up to make him coffee and something to eat for breakfast. I thought I was quick by making breakfast, but he was quicker and in the middle of me making breakfast, I heard his voice behind me. I didn't hear him walking up to me so he scared me a little bit so I said:
"Well look who is awake and smiling,"
"Hello to you gorgeous. Why did you leave the bed?"
He said in his sleepy voice and it was super hot.
"I woke up and wanted to make you something to eat,"
"Okay then, finish if you need to, and let's eat together,"
I finished making breakfast and we got ready. I wanted to talk to him about our marriage but I was too scared. After we got ready he said:
"Okay, we are ready to go,"
"Where?"
"It is a surprise for you,"
"No, please tell me you are kidding me,"
"No baby, I am not kidding,"
"When we will be back?"
"We will get back before 6 pm is that okay?"
"Sure, I will tell my parents,"
I told my mom and she looked very happy. I knew she knows something that I didn't know but I didn't ask her because he said it will be a surprise so I wanted it to be a surprise. I went to his car and he was waiting beside it and opened the door, I was left speechless and was surprised. It wasn't the first time he opened the car door for me, but I didn't think he will do it always. I understood that he wasn't like other fuckboys. He was driving and looked so hot, I wanted to ask where are we going, but I didn't dare to ask. He was looking anxious, I gathered my words and asked:
"Are we going to meet your family?"
"I was thinking about it, but first we have one more stop and then we will go. How are you feeling?"
''I am quite worried and I don't know if they will like how I look, thanks for asking if I am feeling okay,"
"I think they will love you,"
The weather was great. It was sunny and there were no clouds in the sky so I knew it wouldn't rain today. I didn't bring a jacket with me, but I wasn't that worried after all I was meeting his parents and I wanted to leave them a good image. We were driving for half an hour from my home I just wanted to leave the car to go for a walk so I said:
"Are we are going anywhere far from home or are we almost there yet?"
"We have five more minutes and we will be there. Why are you asking, are you okay?"
"Yes I am okay, I was just asking because I am a bit tired from sitting,"
"Oh okay. Do you want me to pull over so you could walk for a bit?"
"No, I think I can wait for five minutes,"
"Okay, if you say so,"
He didn't look that stressed and anxious anymore and I was relieved. Then he asked me:
"Can I put my hand on your leg?"
"Sure, I don't mind,''
My legs aren't that slim and aren't huge I am a bit chubby but I am also curvy and when he put his hand on my leg I saw how big his hand was. I never seem to be interested in how big his hands were till now. His veins were showing and I found that very attractive. Finally, we stopped and I got out of the car. We were at the beach and it was pretty. I saw there was a table, a white table with a bottle of champagne in a small bucked of ice also there were two champagne glasses. I didn't want to make any assumptions if there was a table for us or no so I didn't ask anything. I started to go to the front of the car to ask him but at that moment I felt his hands on my waist. He wrapped his hands around my waist and turned me around I couldn't say a word and just felt his lips touching mine. I felt butterflies in my stomach, after that I realized that he kissed. I had to stand on my tippy toes so he shouldn't bend so much to reach my lips for kissing. he was so passionate about only just kissing. I felt his hand moving and I got scared I didn't know where he wanted to put his hands and after that, I felt his hand on my cheek. One of his hands was on my waist and one was on my cheek almost on my neck and it felt good. He pulled back and said:
"I truly love you and I am waiting for our marriage, and even if my parents or friends don't like you just remember you are my fiance and I love you,"
"I will,''
Then he kissed me on the forehead. He held my hand and we got to the table that was standing. I am not a fan of champagne, but this one was made for me. We were sitting at the table and talking, he always held my hand and asked me if I was okay and wasn't cold. He stood up and said:
"It's time for you to meet my parents,"
"Okay then,"
"Go get in the car, here's the car key, I have some business to do, I will be there in 5 minutes okay?"
"Okay,"
He kissed me on the lips and watched me walk to the car. I was a bit confused about what business he had, but I didn't mind. It was around 2 pm when we went to meet his parents. I got nervous and every minute I was thinking about how I should act and if they are going to like me. We went inside and I said:
"Hello!"
"Hello, sweetheart. We have been waiting to officially meet you," His mom said with her sweet voice.
"I was waiting to meet you all so long and I am very nervous,"
"Oh honey, don't be that nervous and shy, come on in and have some tea,"
"Okay, I should help you to make tea,"
"Okay if you want to," she smiled and showed me the way to the kitchen.
She was very sweet and kind. She felt like a second mom to me and it felt nice. I spoke to his father and didn't find him mean or rude. I hoped that they get a very good impression of me and like me. And then his uncle came in, I felt cold sweat rush try my body and got nervous. I have forgotten about the day he chased us and suddenly I remembered and felt sick but not the kind where you want to throw up or going to faint, but the kind of nervous. I stood up and said:
"Hello, uncle,"
"Oh hi dear, it is nice to see you here,"
He looked very sweet and I was not feeling like being threatened by him, but I felt some interesting feelings like I was nervous to see him and talk to him. We talked and laughed and it seemed that his family liked me. The time passed so quickly that it was almost 5 pm, Nicolas stood up and said:
"Mom, dad, uncle, it is almost 5 pm and I said I would bring Barbora home by 6 pm, is it okay if we go?"
"Yes dear, of course," said his mom.
As she was saying it his uncle interrupted her and said:
"I want to have a word with her if it is okay, it will be quick,'' He looked at me and I was terrified by the look.
I stood up and left the kitchen with his uncle. His uncle was a bit chubby and almost 6 feet tall I am only 5'3 so he seemed tall to me. I was petrified and didn't know what will happen and if I should be scared. We went into the backyard and he said:
"You look scared of something, are you okay?"
"Yes, I am okay, I'm just nervous about meeting his family,"
"Are you sure, you look like he was threatening you and you are afraid of him,"
"Yes, I am sure and no he isn't treating me about anything,"
"Okay I will trust you on this and if he does something like hits you or threatens you just tell me okay here is my phone number,"
"Okay I will, but why tell you?''
"Because I am only one person in this family that he is afraid of and you probably heard that I am in some sort of mafia,"
"But are you really in a mafia,"
"Yes a cartel mafia, we do not say our mafias name, everybody knows that in here there is only one mafia that is my and 8 other men,':
"Oh okay,"
He seemed nice and cared about me, how did I feel with him. I didn't know if Nicolas has done something bad in the past, but for now, what was important is that he treated me good and if he did something bad I could tell his uncle about it. I said goodbye to his uncle and came to the kitchen and we left. On the way home, he talked about something and I wasn't listening to him. I thought he was mad at me that I wasn't listening to him, suddenly he pulled over on the road sideway got out of the car and came to my side of the car he opened the door, I was so scared that he was mad at me and I didn't know what to do. After he opened the door I asked:
"Why did you pull over is everything okay?"
"Yes everything is okay you seemed that you are angry at me,"
"No, I am not angry," I said with confusion.
"Are you feeling okay?"
"Yes, I am feeling okay, are you okay?"
"No, I am lacking one of the vitamins,"
"What vitamins?"
"One of the vitamins is called "YOU" and the other one is called "YOUR KISSES",
I started to blush and wanted to kiss him. His car was big and tall his height was. I was sitting in the car and he put his hand on my cheek and leaned over and then he kissed me on the lips. I was thinking that we were kissing, WE WERE KISSING LIKE ACTUALLY KISSING ON THE LIPS AND IT FELT NICE. He, my actual fiance, kissed me and was being so nice to me as a true gentleman. While he was kissing me one of his hands was on my cheek and the other hand was on my waist, he grabbed my waist and pulled me to him he was holding me actually picked me up from the car seat and was holding me while we were making out...
We got to my house before 6 pm said our goodbyes and he went home. I ran to my mom the tell her the news. I was super excited and said:
"I think his parents and even his UNCLE like me,"
"That's good,"
"Yes min, I know. Can you believe that he even kissed me?!"
"Oh honey, you know I don't need to know this type of stuff, but I am glad that you told me,"
"Okay mom, I understand,"
I got into the shower, I think it was the best shower I have taken. I thought about the fact that we kissed not once but twice and I quite liked it. I haven't eaten since morning so I was a little bit hungry and went into the kitchen for a small snack. It was around 9 pm when I saw his car pulling up into the driveway and didn't understand why he got here again, I thought I left something in his car but I didn't. My mom even noticed that he was there. He came in and said:
"Are you going to sleep?"
"No, why?
"I was thinking we could go to the beach to watch the sunset and after that, we could go to my apartment if you feel comfortable, what do you think?"
For the first time, a man had made me feel safe. I have never met a man that doesn't care about his needs and only about himself he even cares about me and that was nice. I replied:
"Sure, just let me pack my bag for some clothes,"
"Okay sure, I will go talk to your mom,"
I instantly went into my room. I had so many thoughts about what are we going to do at his place and I was kinda excited. I heard him talk to my mom after I packed my bag I went to my mom and asked:
"Is it okay if I go with him, I will be back tomorrow,''
"Yes honey it's fine, just let me know if everything is okay, and by the way, he told me what you two are going to do so I trust you two so be careful,"
"Okay mom, love you,"
"Love you to honey,"
Then I left. My mom never was this calm about me being with a man but didn't think anything of it. He took my bag and held my hand while we were walking to the car. When we got to the car he opened the door again as kissed me, I could tell his affection showing is touch and I didn't mind it. We got to the beach very quickly and he had this picnic bag full of food and we set it up near the sea. It started to get cold, I didn't pack my jacket I only packed my self-care product and my pyjamas, he noticed that I was cold and said:
"Wait here I will be back,"
"Okay sure,"
He got back very quickly and gave me his jacket. His jacket was super large and it fully covered my hand and even my fingertips, if I could guess his jacket was maybe three or maybe four sizes too big. It was around 10 pm when we got in his car, I was super tired.
I asked:
"How long until we get to your apartment?''
"It will be around 30 minutes drive, are you tired?"
"If I am being honest then yes I am tired,"
"Okay, I will try to get there as fast as I can,"
"Okay,"
I covered my chest and my arms with his jacket because I was so cold and closed my eyes for a little bit. I felt his warm hand on my leg and I fell asleep. I woke up in his apartment and asked:
"Oh, when did we get here?"
"Maybe 10 minutes ago and you fell asleep while I was driving,"
"Yes I know, I am sorry, you should have woken me up when we got here,"
"You looked so peaceful while sleeping I didn't want to wake you,"
"Okay, so what are we going to do?"
"Well, it is almost 11 pm so I think maybe get a snack and watch a movie?"
"Or we could do something else," I said in my teasing voice.
I came up to him he softly grabbed me by my waist pulled me to him and kissed me. And again we were making out, the light in his apartment was set on low so nobody would see what we were doing. He pulled back ran to close all the blinds and came back to kiss me again. He had very soft and warm lips, his touch was gentle as a rose petal. I wanted to do it but I was too scared and I stopped. Then he asked:
"Is everything okay? Are you feeling okay?"
"Yes I am fine, I just don't want to do it right now,"
"I understand that, if you will be comfortable we could do it after our marriage,"
"Are you sure it is okay?"
I was looking down at the ground so he lifted my face and said:
"If you are not completely comfortable we will not do it, no need to rush,"
"Okay,"
"And for right now I will go take a shower and come back in 5 minutes, I don't know where you want to sleep you could either sleep with me in my bed or my bet but I would sleep on the couch,"
"We can cuddle and sleep together,"
"If only you are comfortable with it,"
He went to take a shower and came back. After he took a shower and came back, he didn't put a shirt on and I saw him without a shit and I got butterflies in my stomach. I was in the kitchen and I was drinking water when I saw him I almost choked on it he was so hot. He came up and said:
"Are you ready to cuddle?"
"Yes I am, but is it okay if you sleep with me?"
"Yes Barbora, it's okay,"
"Okay then,"
His apartment was black themed. From the kitchen, you could see the living room and the bedroom door, the apartment wasn't big as a house but it had a lot of space. He got into bed and when I came in he pulled the sheet so I could get in. I was laying on his right arm close to his chest, he smelled so good. He hugged me and of the warmth of him, I fell asleep very quickly. I think I had the best sleep in my life, I didn't know if it was the bed that was super comfortable or his arms that I felt safe in, but that didn't matter. He woke me around 9 am up with breakfast in bed, he brought orange juice and avocado toast and he also brought himself breakfast. I said:
"Good morning, thank you for the breakfast,"
"Good morning baby girl. How did you sleep?"
"Thank you for asking and I also really good, how did you sleep?"
"I slept amazing,"
"That's awesome,"
We ate breakfast and drank the orange juice it was luscious. We got ready, got in the car and started driving. I didn't know where we were going but I didn't care, I was thinking about the fact that we slept together and it was the best sleep in my life. We drove to my house and before I could say anything when I turned around he kissed me, he seemed very passionate about kissing, but all I cared that it felt nice. I said goodbye to him and went home. It was around 10 or 11 am, I ran to my mom to tell her the news and she seemed mad so I asked:
"Hi mom, you look angry at me, what happened?"
"You never texted me what you were doing, but Nicolas did"
"I am sorry I was careless and it will never happen again,"
"Hopefully it never happens again or you will not marry him!!!"
My mom got mad at me, but all I wanted is to tell her what we were doing and how happy I was, but she seemed that she didn't give a flying fu€K. So calmed down and asked her:
"Can I tell you what we were doing?"
"Okay spill the tea," She said and so looked calm.
"Okay when we left we got to the beach to watch the sunset and it was amazing, he had a whole picnic packed full of snacks and those were good after that we were going to his apartment and while he was driving I fell ask and woke up in his apartment and I didn't even notice when he carried me in the apartment, but I slept well, I woke up, after that he got in the show and came back without his shirt and he looked hot, we went to cuddle and I fell asleep there and then and I slept AMAZING!"
"That sounds boring, but hey at least you slept good, I remember when I have fallen in love with your father and we were young and dumb, but everything turned super good so that's okay,"
"Oh wow, you never told me that, I thought you never liked dad and you were forced to marry him,"
"No, it was the same how it is with you guys. But did you DO IT?''
"No, I don't think I am ready for it,"
"That's okay if you want to DO IT after you get married, but you know you need to see it if he is good in bed,"
"Oh my God mom, I think he is good in a bed, and even he isn't good he could always learn,"
I never had this type of conversation with my mom and I feel like I am more closer to my mom than before. I forgot to mention the wedding to him so I thought I should call him. I called and he didn't answer I didn't think anything of it but maybe half an hour passes and his car is in our driveway again. He runs to the door, I open it and ask:
"Why are you here?"
"I saw that you called me and when I called you you didn't answer so I thought something has happened to you,''
"don't worry I am just fine and next time I should probably text you first,"
"That would be a good idea,"
"Okay, I have something to tell you, come on in,"
"Okay,"
"So you know how our wedding should be on October 6th?"
"Yes and what about it?"
"You didn't have to propose to me, besides the marriage should have been on that exact date, but because you proposed my mom said we could decide our wedding day,"
"I would say we could do it next year on September 3rd?"
"Well okay then,"
"And maybe you can think of the possibility to move into my apartment?"
"I don't know, maybe after my birthday when I turn 18, but you should ask my parents that if they agree,"
"Yeah, I will,"
He went into the backyard and came back to the kitchen with my parents. I was freaking out about what will they say, will the answer be yes or no.