"Have you seen them? I haven't seen them for a while now. The party is going on yet, those two aren't even here." I asked Ruthel about Knite and Saltier. She turned around; I think she's looking for them.
"Alright. I will tell them that you were looking for them when I see them." as goes for a while to socialize with other people. I just stayed here, since, for a few moments. I'm sure she'll be here. Together with her radiant light. She'll steal the spot that was never for me in the first place. I'm not complaining about it however, I'm just scared of what may come to me.
Father will surely be going to discard me. I gazed in the direction where father sits. He is not even with my mother, I'm sure he didn't invite her here. Because he grew weariness with her already. It's a bit saddening how father just discarded us after all.
