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Chapter 8 - Soul is lost

We took a little bit of time watching the amazing scenery infront of us .. despite me being hurt I couldn't just stay solemn forever .. this was not what everyone get to see everyday .. no matter how romantic it was I didn't let my feelings get ahead of me .. she looked at me weirdly with those dazzling eyes of hers .. the night light shimmering into her eyes that made them glistening , I looked into them adoring the glint in them ..

She blushed a little bit even crossing the distance between me and her .. of course I didn't know her .. or maybe that's what I thought maybe I did know her in my past life but now it wasn't the same me .. I was a different person .. who didn't even know how he came to be in the first place .. I averted my gaze away from her gaze snapping her out of her daze .. I could see the dissatisfied look in her eyes but to be honest she had to be strong I wasn't a guy who'd make others fall in love with me just to make time pass by .. at least I wasn't too approving of my feelings .. I didn't let them get ahead of me .. "Let's go .." I said to her after she averted her gaze away from me avoiding eye contact .. she put my arm around her shoulders balancing my movements ..

"Miss Charlotte .. tell me something what kind of person do you think I was back then ..?" she then took a look at me before putting on a stiff smile with a reddened face .. "You should stop addressing me so formally .. just call me Charlotte .." even though she sounded a little bit cute a thought did cross my mind that she was kind of avoiding to answer my question .. although I was in need for those memories of mine .. I didn't want to push her too much .. not to be unfair after she'd saved me from the lady in the bar ..

We went through the shortcut even telling some jokes on the way just to make the time pass much faster and this made it more fun after the painful night I had just experienced .. and just as I was thinking of moving my body a bit .. the pain I didn't feel when those old guys beat me and kicked me rushed in and I immediately winced in pain closing my left eye a bit .. when saw me she asked "Hey are you okay .. you're bleeding .." when I looked down at my body a few deep wounds that I knew weren't there started opening causing great pain to suffocate my muscles and lungs .. she then quickened her pace a little bit after seeing my house .. ..

The minute we arrived at my big gate I used my remote opening it wide enough for us to pass through .. every step we took was like walking in the depths of hell for me .. because the pain wasn't even subduing infact it was even increasing making it hard for me to even breathe .. "Don't pass out on me ...!" she shouted at me as she opened my door hastily .. shoot even when she shouted at me .. I still couldn't make out her voice .. it was very distant like she was calling out from far .. my vision went blurry and the first thing I saw when my vision got a little bit clearer was the white ceiling and the bloody sheets in my bedroom .. but even so my body said otherwise .. when I lifted my head a bit .. a screeching noise travelled in my head .. and as soon as it did .. blood seeped through my nose and the wounds that had been covered with stitches and bandages .. started to get tinted with my red liquid ..

I groaned in pain but it didn't help much as the pain went even through making me even bleed in places I didn't think I would bleed in .. the second I pushed my head down in my white pillow the door to my bedroom blasted open and in came a few people I didn't know and from behind I could see Charlotte with her hand covering her mouth and from her expression only I knew it was bad .. so I didn't dare to look at my wounds instead I just closed my eyes dizzily as I felt my body going woozy and slugish ..

"Don't die on us .. " the second time I had opened my eyes I could see running lights and the same people with orange clothing on my sides pushing something I was resting on ..

"Ma'am we need you to stay outside .." one of the men in orange said as he blocked Charlotte's path and let me pass through the glass doors .. *Beep beep beep* that was the last sound I heard before falling asleep again ..

After a few moments after I had fell asleep .. I woke up in a dark room with no lights and just me standing in the open darkness .. 'Whats going on .. what happened to me ..?' I looked into a distance and I saw a faint light that resembled a needle since I saw it from far .. 'Am I dead ..?' I looked down at my hands and body and I could see I was in a perfect condition .. but what I was mostly surprised about was where was I ..

Since I've read novels and a few manga that had proved that to your death comes lightness .. sure .. I believed them because I was seeing a faint glow that's when I reminisced about a few movies I've watched a few days ago before going to work .. all I could think about was how the voices of those who didn't want their loved ones to die screaming and shouting crazily *Don't go into the light* .. it was really sad but this was real life and I couldn't do anything about it .. the light was too captivating .. with just one look it could swallow you whole making you give in your life .. 'Seriously I just woke up with amnesia and now I'm gonna die without getting to know who I was ..!!' I shouted on top of my lungs but alas my voice only echoed inside the dark room .. making it clear to me that I was alone and I was never going to come back ...