Anyway after that scene I think I didn't go to school I left my school I never want to study more. But no one understand that time what's going with me. Again going back to school face all things again, ignorance, no friends, sitting alone and much more. Can't give attention in my classroom. Those years are really tough for me.
It's time to migration, family are going to settle on other city. I feel happy because now I don't want to show my temporary face more. But alots of things gone in my mind. I don't understand how you can smile all day long but cry yourself to sleep at night. How picture never change but the people in them do. How your best friend become your worst enemy. Or how strange it is when your worst enemy turn into your best friend.
How forever turns into a few short months that you'd do almost anything to get back. How you can let go of something you once said you couldn't live without. How even though you know something is best for you, it hurts just the same. How the people who once wanted to spend every second of their time with you, think a few minutes of their time is too much to spare. How people make promises despite how common it is for promises to be broken. How people can erase you from their lives just because it easier than working thing out. Sometime you go through something and it hurts and you don't know if thinks are even going to be ok again but than days go by and you don't feel like crying and you wonder what it means that you are fine. You think maybe you finally want to.
You are ignoring your emotions and that they'll come back out of no where. Until you're driving home, singing alone to the deck and wondering what you'll have for lunch, and you realize you're happy. Maybe that thing didn't break you because you're stronger than that. Maybe you can survive anything.
Not even I only face people told me you are weird, you are selfish. Not only my friends issues, I face alots of family issues too. I got my heart broken and I survived, I went through hard times with my family but then two years later, we laughed our hearts out over lunch, the closest friends and loved them with all my heart. I did it.