Meisha replied without any hesitation, making him shocked and confused at once, when she spoke again, with slight annoyance.
"How many times I have to tell you this, that I love you -"
"As an idol? Right?"
"No! As a woman loves a man-"
"But you are a child -"
"I am twenty already… soon to be twenty one."
Ho- jin was going through the internal conflict due to the presence of Aldrick and the image of himself in his mind.
One part of him was thoroughly scandalised because of how he could love someone who was so much younger than him, while the essence of Aldrick's soul present there was telling him that this was his destiny, and they were meant to be together… so, he should be happy.
Because considering what he had already done in the past, this was just a result of some of his good deeds that she was still choosing him.
This was when he felt his words tumble out of his mouth without his consent;