"And you know what's the worst thing, I had planned everything...everything about confessing my feelings to you all over again, telling you that I also can't live without you, I had planned a surprise for you...but then boom! Suddenly, everything started falling on its head, and I might have decided to run away again if found guilty. That's why I wanted to know the whole story, because I also didn't want to get separated from you, but the fear...the fear was so extreme, and I can't describe it in words baby-"
"You are talking about fear? Just fear? Fear is nothing in front of the death-grip I found myself in, this morning! There were many moments I have experienced today, in which I felt unable to catch my own breath and my heart was insistent on stopping! And I was pretty sure that had we not been able to find you, I would not have found the will to live anymore, either.
