It felt like there were thousands of horses running inside my chest, trying to escape from my rib cage.
I felt excited, nervous, hurt, hesitant. I felt a mix of different emotions.
But all I needed at that moment was to see him. And touch him.
And it happened.
I abruptly stopped running. I hardly tried to catch my breath when I saw him standing beside his car, facing the HH gate, looking so melancholic.
"Neuron!"
He immediately turned around. He appeared haggard and like he's been through a really tough day. There are bags in his eyes. He looks deprived of sleep.
He rushed near me and wrapped me into a warm hug so tightly.
"I'm sorry. I made you go."
I was in the middle of euphoria. His scent exploding on my nostrils gave me such overwhelming happiness that I automatically teared up.
To get to feel him like this, to get this close to him, I nearly lose my sanity at the thought that I could never feel him again.