I grew up watching movies (soaps to be presice) from our local television channels and most of them were quite similar. The two main characters "lovebirds" of the movie would fight all obstacles towards their love together including the "side chicks" they would forgive the betrayals, endure the pain and hold on to this undying and passionate love they have for one another until they get their happily ever after. After watching all those movies,that's kinda what I pictured love to be, a strong feeling which bounds two people who are feeling it together till they are together forever. I was hoping for my one true love to show up someday and love me forever and together we would fight for us through everything. I knew it wasn't easy but I also knew that we wouldn't give up,me and my dream guy would be together forever till death do as part. Considering I was a Scorpio and my toxic traits are lack of trust,fear of commitment, maintaining a small circle, unforgiving and a don't care of other people's opinions, I decided to just sit and wait, hoping that love would find me. I was hoping that it would give me that feeling of satisfaction and that my dream guy would complete me, would understand me and would accept my flaws since no one else did. Most people misjudged me to being a bitch which I really wasn't,but I didn't really care... Unknown to my little inexperienced self, love was not the fairy tale I had imagined it to be...