I say nothing but allow the silence to reign.
Slowly, I divert my gaze to my hands. My neck moving slowly and I feel it creak inside me. This is the most weirdest experience I have ever had with this man.
He don't say anything but walk to the bed and sat on it gently. I feel the bed go down a bit as his weight rest upon it and he relax a bit.
It is awkward, but I will not be the first person to say anything.
I don't care if he hears my thoughts or not, all I know is he should try and feel the type of pain I am feeling.
Then he will understand the pain of being a wife, Queen and most especially...
A mother.
I am not one yet... But I hope to be soon.
"Then why aren't you free with me?"
Oh God, here we go.
"I am. I just feel nervous" I whisper.
His breathing pace reduced immediately. The way he breathes that was heard just a second ago is now silent and not heard.
"I should leave you alone. Maybe you have something to do... "
