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Chapter 30 - Crying in the rain

Just then Jason also walks in and sees us in that situation…

"What is going on here" he questions..

We both looked at him..I was very much embarrassed about what happened and also he must have heard about what Valin has just said…He must be thinking the same about me too..

I started crying…I just rushed out from the dining hall..Linda follows after me..

"Farie!" Jason calls out to me but I just ignore everything and continued running..

Valin stood there with his head down, his face red with because of my slap… Jason looks at him intently…

"Just what is wrong with you Valin? How can you be so insensitive?" he says angrily..

Valin looks at Jason....

"I heard everything" Jason continues…."You should apologize to her Valin..What you did was wrong..She is your wife,,You cannot be so disrespectful to her, and also it involves me too,,..How can I face my brother's wife when my own brother is saying some dirty things like this?" Jason says..

Valin lowers his eyes…He takes a deep sigh..He knew he spoke it out of anger…"I'm sorry brother..It was never my intention to say all that..I was just angry at her and don't realize the things I was saying" Valin apologizes..

"Don't be sorry to me,,Go and ask forgiveness from Farie..How hurt must she have been to hear all that..remember Valin, she is all alone here with no one to turn to..You are her husband and it's your responsibility to keep her happy and to make sure that she is doing good here…

Valin nods his head..

"aahhhhh..This is so unexpected…..I'm going out.. I believe you will sort things out with her" saying this Jason leaves the room..

Valin takes a deep sigh and sits down with his head in his hands..

"Just why did I have to say all that…Why was I so angry about this" he thinks to himself..

I reached the room and started crying in the bed..The sheets were all getting wet…Linda was beside me trying to calm me down…"hey don't cry anymore..I

I'm sure master didn't mean to say all that..Please don't cry" she says..

I couldn't stop crying.."I didn't come to this place to be humiliated like this..Valin shouldn't have said all that to me..And above that Jason heard all of it, I don't know what he must be thinking about me" I said and continued crying…

"Linda…I wanna go back home…." I cried to her..

"I know Farie I know..But please don't do this…." Linda says…

Few minutes later I calmed down abit…

" Can you leave me alone for now?" I said to Linda..

"Huh?....Are you sure?" she says..

"yeah…I just need to gather my thoughts" I replied..

"….Okay..Just call for me if you need anything..I will be in the laundry room" she replies..

"Okay..Thanks" I said to her sniffing…

She then leaves the room ….

I wiped my tears and started packing my bag….I took my laptop and few of my clothes along with all my work related documents.. All I wanted was to run away from this place..

Then I came out of my room, wearing sunglasses…

The palace was too big with only few people so it was easy for me to get away..

Luckily few days after moving in I brought my car in case I needed to use it..So I came out of the palace and started driving towards the suburbs..

I can't go back to mom.. I didn't wanna see her sad…

I didn't know where to go. While driving I thought about mom and dad..

"Dad, if only you were alive I wouldn't need to go through all this" saying this I started crying again…

I decided to go to my dad's grave that was away from the city…

(Back at the Palace)

Valin was hesitating to go back to the room thinking Farie will be there and that he won't be able to say anything to her..So he prepares himself to talk to her and that took him over an hour to get his mind ready….He slowly approaches the room and enters inside..

He sees that Farie wasn't there…He looks in the balcony and in the bathroom , she wasn't there either..

"has she gone back to the library" he thoughts and as he was about to get out of the room he notices that the closet wasn't properly closed….

He opens it and sees that Farie's stuffs were missing..Only her clothes was there…

"Don't tell me she....." he then turns and looks for her phone and her laptop..It wasn't there either..

He rans outside and looks for her, but she was nowhere to be seen..He runs to the watchman and asks him " Did you see anyone going out today?"

"Yes master,, I opened the gate to madam a while ago..She was driving it herself" the watchman replied…

"Damn!!!!!" Valin utters and runs towards the garage…The driver was already there washing the car when he shout to him for a key… The driver gives the key to Valin and he quickly starts driving it out of the palace…

"Dammit!!" he keeps yelling all the ways through the city..

While driving he kept looking left and right in case he sees my car but he didn't.. He came to a conclusion that I may have gone to my mother's home so he drives fast to my mom's place…

(Few hours later) He reaches mother's place. And parks his car outside..He didn't know how to approach the house.. He decides to wait outside for a while.. But every seconds was going like an hour…..

He was fidgeting and was very restless…Few hours later he couldn't take it anymore and just rushes in.. He rings the door bell and one servant opens it..

"aahhhhh Sir..What brings you here?" the servant says…

"Is mother here? ..Ummmmm…and…..did Farie came by?" Valin asks..

"No sir..Madam has gone overseas to visit her sister and will be there for 3 months and also madam Farie hasn't really come by since the day she left to the palace"

Valin was clueless…. He didn't know whom to reach out…

"Is everything okay sir?" the servant asks..

"huh??,…Oh..yeah..everything is fine" Valin answers…

The servant could see that Valin was very worried and she figures out that they might have gotten into a quarrel…

"Ummm master…I think I know where she is" the servant says…

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Meanwhile I sat alone, crying … The sun started setting…

"what should I do" I said while looking at the memorial stone in my father's grave…

I was there for few hours now..That was the only place I found peace when I was feeling broken and lonely.. Suddenly it started to rain…

"aahhhhh….It's like the skies are also accompanying me dad… See…..It's raining " I said laughing through the tears and rain on my cheeks…

" Dad….. I miss you….. " I said crying..Just then I heard a voice…

"Farie..."…..I turn towards the voice and coming towards me, all drenched in the rain was Valin…

"why…..are.you....." as I was saying this he got close to me and hugs ,me.....