Drop the idea of becoming someone because you are always a Masterpiece only come to know it and realise it. Be mindful to what you are doing the cycle is always going on repeating. Just be being ia an enlightment. Beautiful mind is a beautiful servant and dangerous master. Be realistic and plan for your miracle.
How blessed you are that you are giving . Happiness is a growing seed when we start feeling within and its intensity and flow will be keep rising. You are what you did deep diving desire. As you desire you will and it is your deed and it is your destiny