We can never be together so it's better that I don't exist in this world. Ryu will be able to live happily. He won't have to see a murderer like me again.
I could see everything clearly now.
I could vividly understand how Aera must have felt. One can't fully understand another's pain unless the person has been through the same situation. How she felt when the video was released, I've felt it too. How she felt when she thought I was behind everything, I've felt it too. Just that, I never recorded any video but Ryu really did. Her pain, only I can fully understand.
Her feelings of hatred for me, stemmed from the fact that she misunderstood me and she didn't trust me. She just assumed I did it based on my past reputation.
She assumed.
I suddenly hate that word.
Just as I had assumed someone was plotting against me and Ryu, just to find out that it was actually Ryu.
