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The real-self of me

🇪🇬Ahmsed11
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Togashi Jiro who is searching for his real-self and who he is
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Chapter 1 - Chapter 01

I want to ask a question is friendship true ? Or it's just a relationship which is full of lies, I don't know, I need someone to answer me is that true?

The friendship or the relationship between humans is so weird, despite continuing but I think people when they facing each other, they behave like angels but when they give their back to each other, they become differently looking like villains and speaking about the flaws of others :

So judge it by yourself and your experiences

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Chapter 01

Just let me tell you about myself

I'm Togashi Jiro I've just ended my compulsory education and I'm about to be a high school student

Really, I'm not interested in making friends

"I've seen enough," I said in a quiet voice

Tomorrow, The entrance ceremony will start.

I hope my high school life passes peacefully.

"I've spent a lot in my room, I'll go out"

I went to my mom to tell her that

Me in outside I feel like I'm free.

The real freedom that I want, it's about living alone in an apartment, do what I want and when I don't have burdens.

My whole time during walking alone is listening to music and falling into my delusions.

Jeez, Since I was young, I've used to fall into delusions.

"The headphone became an organ of my body because of using it a lot."

Listening to music is just like escaping from the world.

While I'm walking, I ran into a girl

"Be aware, idiot." She said

I don't know but I don't care, if I enter into an argument with her, this won't end.

After wandering in the streets for 2 hours, Unfortunately, I come back to my home, to prepare for my school.

"Ahhh, it's so disturbing, peace won't come soon, I think if I lived lonely."

The next day...

It's time to take a new life in my new school, I hope it'll pass peacefully without any obstacles.

The campus looks nice.

I headed into my class and find my seat, there's a flaw, it's middle class.

I looked around the remainder of the class, I think, the students won't cause problems for me. Getting friends isn't difficult but I don't want to repeat my fault.

I waited even the teacher has entered.

He greeted us and guide us to the entrance ceremony.

The entrance ceremony had ended as usual being given grateful words to all the students by the student council.

The entrance ceremony had ended, then I came back to my classroom as I hoped my day would pass rapidly.

I entered the classroom and take my seat.

While I was falling into my delusions about what my life will become in the next 3 years, someone called me.

"Hey, hey"

I moved my head towards the source of his voice, he was behind me.

"What's your name ?" he said

"I'm Togashi Jiro, how about you ?"

"I'm Tohoku Satou, can you go out with me after school with my friends."

I muttered in my mind "Ahhhhhh, This is not what I wished", I cannot say no, I don't why but what about going out with him?

"Don't worry about that my friends are good," he said

"ok, I don't mind, nice to meet you, Tohoku-san."

"you can call me Taso-Kun."

"Never mind, Taso-Kun, I'll meet you after the school day."

"so give me your number"

We exchange our numbers, so this the first number I took from this class.

Frankly, I'm not good at handling people, I prefer to stay away from this.

"Taso-Kun, I'll go to wander around the school and breathe air'

"Ok, I'll contact you"

"See you later"

As I got away from the classroom, I walked into the hallway and put my headphones into my ears.

"Haah that's was tired," I said quietly

Making friends with humans is difficult when you make a friendship with a cat.

I got something to drink in the yard of the school, and I glimpsed a beautiful girl with black hair.

Ahhh myself Obliged me to go stalk on her, I don't want it to happen, But I'm so sorry, I'm a slave to myself.

"I think it's time to take funny time, so let's go."

But wait, what will I do if she hurts me with harsh words?

I'll take a reason to be evidence that's I'm not a stalker, I won't provoke her or something like this.

I stalked on her by my will.

I see that it's kind of funny things, you discover what girls are doing nowadays, I don't have the experiences, I've never got into a relationship

, sadly.

So I walked behind her, She was walking so much that made me that she was wandering the school like me, We entered the building, I was turning into stealth mood to make her not realizing me, She walked into the hallway, I didn't know why she was thinking, that was a something strange to me and finally, She entered a club room.

"So I'll stop and wait outside," I said in a quiet voice

I was thinking about a good idea to make a conversation with her

I heard a loud voice that comes from the club room

"It's so strange that you didn't realize it, Yes, I mean you, pretty boy."

And she appeared in front of me at the entrance of the club.

"Huh?"

This time my mind stopped working.

What should i do ?