Song Ji ru entered her room while intentionally ignoring the locking of the door from outside by Gu Ran.
As soon she entered, she noticed food(porridge) on the bed and started eating it without further ado. Her frail body was in dire need of food. So she mentally noted to thank the little girl.
After eating, she promptly decided to freshen up. She OCD was giving her the sense of uneasiness.
The decor of the bathroom was simple and common with a bucket and tap.
'Ah!I need a jacuzzi. This bathroom is so outdated but luckily clean so this should not be the main issue. Consequently, foremost, I naturally need to earn money to move out from here. Just comparing the rest of the house and this room could realistically portray a vivid picture of the precarious situations she had survived.'
Looking keenly at the mirror, she exclaimed admiringly, "Wow!I didn't think that I would get good features. Her hair was kohl-black, and it plunged over her ample shoulders. Her eyelashes were velvety.She proportionately had sea-nymph ears.
A dainty nose, glistening, halo-white teeth, fingernails were varnished.
This is the best way I could precisely describe her. Whence, even though she was maltreated by her mother but necessity of hygiene was explained. But except for her radiant face, she was whipped all over her frail body, undoubtedly making her look full of bluish-greenish spots.
Her economic relation with her sister and grandparents should be good.'
Freshening up while taking note of bruises was positively a tough job for Song Ji ru.
"I should, at present, think about escaping out of here and perhaps suing that lady but the problem is adopted mother is my guardian she can punish me for a reasonable reason and I need some connection and evidence. Therefore learning Chinese and situations of here, is my fundamental priority followed by earning money.
Sure enough, while rummaging through the drawers she found a small diary, test papers, books of Senior high school.
Her test papers depict that Xiang Hanzi was a poor student. Soon Song Ji ru opened the small diary where Xiang Hanxi had penned down her feelings that she couldn't express to anybody.
'So my observation was accurate the real Xiang Hanxi was an obedient, optimistic but lonely girl even if she has her sister to share everything. She likes to keep her thoughts to herself. Xiang Hanxi and I are the same in this aspect I pour down all my feelings in front of Charlice while she in her diary. Thank God I had an A.I. since it can respond to my blabbers without being impatient. I need to develop one to survive my loneliness here.'
While gazing at the diary Song Ji ru started crying.
"Ahh! I am missing everything so badly even if there are many instances when I was fed up with everything around as all the things turned boring and monotomous but now... I want to see them...one last time...I desperately want to say goodbye...*hiccup*...Mom...Dad...I thought I was courageous enough to encounter anything, but I lost...I terribly miss everything... there even if you simply tend to me only till 15 years as the civil law of the society and... Later I lived peaceably on my own and soon became rich...but lonely and bored...On few festive occasions, you two would come to meet me... I wanted to experience an independent and uncomplicated ...Should I be delighted for getting second chance or upset for not having you?"Song Ji ru cried hugging her knees while staring longingly at the private diary.
Hopelessly lost in her prevailing thoughts, she didn't notice when a cute boy of around 5-6 years cautiously opened the door and willingly entered...