Victor once thought that he would not be able to sustain and went crazy, but he underestimated the adaptability and affordability of human beings.
"Damn old thing! I'm not a demon! You will regret it!"
Although the actual situation was that Victor was abused by Father Creed and beaten on the ground. Although his strength is already comparable to an ordinary adult, but Father Creed was obviously far more than ordinary adults.
It has been more than a month since Victor crossed into this world, and Victor's daily routine was still fighting with Father Crees. It's just that every time the ending ended in his failure.
Victor, who was just a child, progressed fast, but facing a battle-hardened retired veteran, he was still being beaten.
Except that, Victor was also in a spiritual struggle with the wild beast character brought about by his mutant ability.
It is not unreasonable for Victor Creed to be called a 'Sabertooth'. In addition to his super long upper canine teeth and claws, his bloodthirsty personality and strong beast instinct also fully illustrate that only taking.
At this time, Victor was fighting against this terrible bloodthirsty instinct. At first, Victor did not notice the impact of this bloodthirsty instinct on himself.
But he found that his five senses became more acutely sensitive. While facing the attack of Fqather Creed, he could often detect the direction of the strike and the location of the hit.
If he was not restricted by the chain, it would not be a trivial matter for father to knock him down.
However, because of the existence of the iron chain, Victor can only try to avoid the attack when he anticipates the location of the blow (although the existence of the self-healing factor makes this behavior unnecessary).
However, as the damage increased, another instinct began to emerge, that is the most primitive and wildest killing instinct.
When it appeared, Victor felt that all the cells in his body began to be excited, and the healing speed became faster.
His feelings of pain no longer exist, and his mind is full of desire for killing, he just want to crush all the objects that can move.
This situation became even worse after being attacked by Father Creed. At first, Victor thought that this was only his behavior in an angry situation.
But soon Victor, who had another mature and normal adult personality from a different world, noticed that something was wrong, although he was tortured, but this idea of ??wanting to kill and tear up a person should not appear in his mind, even if he hates the torture and beating of Father Creed.
But at the most, he wanted to retaliate and torture him back. Even if he wanted to torture him, he did not reach to the level of this kind of murderous whip corpse. After all, the opponent still has the physic of this body's father.
When Victor feel that something was wrong, he began to memorize his changes and behavior more carefully, and found that after crossing, his behavior and personality became more and more like a beast than a person.
"Ha, that old thing was true. His second son is taken away by the beast."
Victor, who realized that he had a big problem, smiled and said to himself bitterly. Although he has discovered the problem, but it is not so simple to solve the problem.
This problem involves one thing: self-control, we make mistakes every day, all kinds of big or small mistakes.
Many times, we are not unaware that what we do is wrong, but we will be controlled by our desires and instincts, knowing that it is wrong, and still do that.
The situation, which Victor face, is even worse than that, even his cognition has been eroded by animal instincts. In addition to distinguishing between right and wrong, he also needs to distinguish whether this is his own will or the will of this body.
This is not a simple matter, but since something has been discovered, then there is a direction of effort, which is much better than the state of ignorance before.
But still the things are not so simple. Whenever he tries to control his animal nature, he is caught in anxiety and mania, and finally loses control.
In this regard, Victor jokingly referred to this situation as a "satirical rebound", but when he tried to change the way, such as neglecting this way to deal with it, he would be affected by subtle influence.
It is precisely because Victor will become a Sabertooth afterwards. It was originally just a child. After killing his brother, he has not been trained in a normal worldview.
Apart from the comforting care from the mother, all that remains is the endless abuse and violence from the father. And all this ultimately contributed to the birth of 'Sabertooth'.
When Father Creed tried to use violence to drive the beast out of his son's body, the response to him was only violence and increasing animalism.
In fact, at this time, Father Creed and Victor had fallen into a vicious circle. The more Victor responded with violence and animal nature, Father Creed tortured and beat him more severely.
The final result was that as Father Creed entered the basement, Victor fell into a 'beast' state and roared to tear his throat.
But after the passionate melee with Father Creed, he enter into a 'sage state', and the animal nature enter into a latent state, as if it never existed.
Victor wants to find some inspiration to solve the problem, but his everyday finish with a passionate fight with Father Creed.
But for now, he doesn't have a better way, even it also improved his relationship with Mrs. Creed.
Victor, who had lost his wildness, looked like an ordinary boy next door. This made Mrs. Creed feel that her son was back, and the blood on his body made Mrs. Creed sad.
"Victor, why did this happen? He was your brother after all."
Mrs. Creed said sadly while helping Victor change his bloody clothes. Watching her husband and son hurt each other every day made her feel painful. Although her son was gratified by her good attitude, but it still reminded her of her dead son.
"I am also his son, but he does not seem to think so. In his eyes, I am a demon, a beast, but not his son."
Victor's answer also made her feel sad and helpless as always.
Although Victor knew that his answer would make Mrs. Creed sad, but he did not have a better way. He could never tell her that he had to carry out a passionate melee with Father Creed to release his animal nature, otherwise he become a beast and tear you away.
However, except for the fight with Father Creed, Victor behaved like a normal teenager at other times. He began to ask Mrs. Creed for books, and began to learn and understand the world.
When Mrs. Creed saw that Victor began to behave like a normal teenager, he also tried to persuade Father Creed to stop torturing him.
However, once Father Creed appeared in front of Victor, Victor immediately fell into a violent state, he could not control himself, and the wound that quickly disappeared without scars on Victor's body also convinced Father Creed that he is a demon. Without leaving his son's body, he just learned to hide and disguise.(Actually, in a sense, he guessed right)
But he did not stop Mrs. Creed from taking the book to Victor in the basement, even he asked to include a Bible in his books.
So, when Mrs. Creed went to take care of Victor, she would bring a Bible and some middle school textbooks.
However, Victor's learning ability is clearly beyond her imagination, he can always quickly grasp and understand the knowledge in the books she brought.
As for the Bible that Father Creed asked her to bring with her, Victor would occasionally read it when he was bored, and there was no such thing as Father Creed's expectation that 'Devil was driven away by the Bible' or 'the Bible was torn Devil'.
And after learning the knowledge of ordinary middle school students, Victor began to study astronomy, geography, history, philosophy, physics, and even natural science.
Victor found that his ability to learn after crossing increase too much. No matter what aspect of knowledge, as long as he learns carefully, he can quickly understand, and there is no problem of forgetting.
"Probably the self-healing factor guarantees the recovery of brain cells, so there is no need for amnestic protection."
Victor only made a simple guess about this, and did not delve into it, because he felt that it was a good thing anyway. It is better to think about how to solve the 'beast' in his body after studying this.
And he really started to try to solve this problem. He chose a slightly mysterious way that seemed different from the style of this book: meditation.
In fact, whether it is in the memory of his previous life, or in the psychology books he read after crossing, it is mentioned that the most basic way to concentrate one's attention and control his self is to do meditation.
The easiest way to meditate is to sit cross-legged on the mat. Well, there is no mat in this ghost place, so Victor chooses to sit directly on the stone bed.
Then close your eyes, focus all your attention on your breath, feel the air entering the lungs through your nose, and then exhale.
As meditation progressed, Victor felt a kind of tranquility and harmony, but this world was not as simple as he thought. After all, this is a Marvel world, a world where even God exist.
So not surprisingly, Victor came into this conscious world, and Sabertooth was snarling at him, seeming to be ready to pounce …