That first day was truly hard for me. The first twenty-four hours of my daughter's life in this world was like a personal torture for me. I had learned that I couldn't feed her like almost every other shifter on the planet could. And, on top of that, she was sensitive to most of the formula brands out there.
To sit there and watch my baby be sick over and over again, it was heart wrenching. All I could do was try again and again to feed her and hoped that she could keep it down. Now, thankfully, we've gotten to where she is able to eat, and it's all been going well.
I will never forget those first few hours though, the panic that was setting in for everyone. Deek and Kyle panicked while the others went to get formula for Maya, and then all of them panicking when the formula made her sick, that was never going to leave my mind. Ever.