I fell for Malik foolishly and blindly, I ignored everything I should've questioned because he was perfect and seemed to know exactly what I needed and when. I fell for him in every way possible after our first meeting - even when he disappeared for a whole week I didn't want to question that because I refused to taint the dream that was him with flaws.
When he took me on a date; my first date ever I was on a cloud. We went to a carnival, one of the most cliché first date ever and that was okay because with him I didn't mind being a cliché. I like that he would qoute the notebook sometimes just to see me blush or he'd kiss me every time i frustrated him. We went on every ride at the carnival, he gave me a piggy back ride when I got to tired and answered to my every whim. I had been in a lot of relationships and had never found anyone treat me like that, like I was worth all that is good in the world, so as you can imagine I didn't just fall for him I plummeted head first into the abyss.
It took me exactly two weeks for me to tell him I loved him and as scared as I was I knew I meant it with every piece of me. His reply only solidified my feelings, he didn't laugh like I thought he would or question my certainty, he just kissed me with all he had just to prove how he felt about me. Even though I knew how he felt he insisted I needed to hear it so I never doubt it.
We spent every day together, he called me first thing in the morning to wish me a good morning eventhough I'd be seeing him two hours later. He always walked me to class in the morning and spent lunch and dinner time with me. He'd always say he felt incomplete if he spent too much time time away from me. Yet another thing I failed to question, especially when he started to become unavailable for days on end.