I looked around, searching for anything that could aid me in an escape from the psycho. I remembered.
'That's it!' I thought.
I grabbed a handful of sand off the ground, and threw it straight into Akimitu's face, stunting him. I then pulled myself up from the ground and started to run.
As I was escaping, I looked back at his group of 'friends.' All of them had disgusted faces, and it made me feel guilty. But, in the corner of my eye right as I was passing the corner, I saw Hiyaka, with an even more disgusted face. It made me want to puke.
I couldn't tell if it was because of her wh*reness, or if I was genuinely grossed out with what she was looking at.
Me.
***
I returned home, and I was panting like a dog after scenting a piece of steak. It hit me then. I f*cked up. Royally. I'm done for.
Even if they had got me, they probably would've just cut my hair off, or left a few cuts. I could deal with that. But now, after throwing sand in his face and running with barely any dignity, I was screwed.
I panicked. I wished I could go back in time and just lose my pride, instead of my life.
"Teeagen! Get the f*ck over here!" Some yelled.
I headed over to the living room, still disheveled from my mistake. I turned the corner, and there was my overweight dad. Staring at the TV not giving me enough thought to turn towards me. He was obese. He took up more than half the couch and smelt of raccoon a$$.
"Warm up the pizza sh*thead. I'm hungry." He said, bellowing afterward.
"Yes fath--"
"SHUT THE F*CK UP AND DO IT." He said, in an annoyed face.
I looked down and thought he should get sued for copyright infringement.
'I'm… I'm sorry…' I thought. I walked to the kitchen and grabbed the pizza out of the freezer. I then put that in the stove.
Once it was finished, I took it out and gave it to him. Before I could return to my room, he said; "Are you going brain dead? Bring me my computer." He said.
He then punched me in my face, and since my body was lighter than a feather I flew into the wall. "Dramatic," He said, still looking at the TV.
I picked myself off the floor and turned the corner to what used to be his room. I entered then grabbed his computer off the bed. He didn't use his room because he mostly rested, ate, and worked on his couch. He had gone months without a shower, and it was easy to tell.
I placed the computer on the arm of the couch and returned to my room. I hate silence. It makes me remember… everything. It gives time for my brain to think. My father pawned my phone to buy coins on an 18+ website. It infuriated me because that was both idiotic and nonsensical. He had money. He makes it by scamming people online.
With that and the 'disability' check he gets every month, it's enough to get us- I mean him by.
'Youkilledyourmotheryoukilledyourmother,' I repeated in my head.
'It was an accident. It's not my fault it was just an accident…'
'Liarliarliarliar' I repeated. It became demonic and extremely echoey.
I got up from my bed and walked over to my drawer. I opened it, then grabbed some sleeping pills out of it. 'Take them all you disgusting insect' I said.
A tear formed in the corner of my eye. I contemplated if I should end my suffering. I didn't have the guts to take someone's life; especially my own. I took the pill and fell asleep, skipping my inner demon and suicidal thoughts.
I only went out to eat, but besides that, I took sleeping pills and skipped the days.
Sleep was peaceful. When I was asleep, I had no worries. No one could hurt me. No one could tease me.
No one could judge me.
***
It was Monday, and my anxiety peaked. I f*cked up with Akimitu, and there's no telling what an extreme bully like him would do. It scared me, even more than my father when he's drunk.
It was 2nd period, which was Mr. M's class. The tension around me got thicker by the second. I walked past the bathrooms, and as I was passing a staff bathroom, I got pulled in.
There were two girls here. What were they planning to do to me? The smiled devilishly
and held their phones out as If I was an exotic animal.
"We're gonna have some fun today," She said, tieing my hands behind my back. I couldn't resist due to the shock.
I couldn't ever imagine what happened next.