When she read the whole letter, she decided to do whatever her mother told her. Now she had nothing to lose.
She went to the jungle to find the notebook. While entering the jungle she feels so heavy that even she can't move her legs. As much as she tried to go forward she couldn't move her legs, but while she was trying to go back her legs started moving. She couldn't go further longer and returned home.
Banshee started crying and missing her mother, so she took the letter to reread it. She noticed a new line in the letter.
She was surprised, "Why didn't I see it before," She thought to herself.
It was written," Your legs may not be able to go forward until you throw all your inside heaviness".
She couldn't understand what it meant, and tried to go to the jungle again but faced the same situation and came back home.
The other day when sitting alone at the class her friend came to tell her lets to go outside and have some fun. But she was still so sad about her Mother's death and couldn't enjoy going out.
"Hey come on! Let's throw all your pain and grief away. It makes you the heavy and unhappy world is continuing" said Banshee's friend.
This sentence reminded her of the sentence written in the letter. She found out what she was searching for, and went back to the home to read the letter once again.
" Your legs may not be able to go forward until you throw all your inside heaviness".
Banshee started leaving all her sad modes, hopelessness, and depressions aside and went along with her journey. After some time, when she restored her energy and made sure of leaving tensions she went to the jungle again. Slowly stepping inside the jungle she found she was no longer heavy and she could walk through the jungle easily.
Banshee entered the jungle to find the notebook. But she has no idea where it is. She searched for the notebook wandering through the jungle, but couldn't find an exact sign of it. She came back home to search for the letter. Maybe there is something she didn't notice before. While rereading the letter there was a new line written "you can't find the notebook with the eyes of your body, but you can find it with the eyes of your soul"
Banshee couldn't understand what the letter meant, but she believed her mother and went to the jungle again. She searched and searched but couldn't find it again once she noticed it was too late and she couldn't go back home. She found herself on a round top of a hill at the center of the jungle. It was a safe place and she felt secure so she slept there.
She saw her mother walking around the jungle. Banshee follows her mother until they reach the hill where Banshee slept. There was a white lily at the corner of the hill. "Banshee! See this flower, isn't it beautiful?" said Banshee's mother.
"Mom, I am so happy you are here please don't leave me alone." Said Banshee with tears and sorrow while hugging her mother.
Her mother kissed her forehead and took her hands. "Oh, sweetheart! You shouldn't cry, I left an important task for you, you shouldn't let anyone else misunderstand the power of people like you and me. You have to show the world, you can live normally and be useful to the world and people. I see the power in you. You can balance between your body and spirit, this is how the world needs you." Said her mother and disappeared.
Banshee woke up calling her mother, it was all a dream, but she saw Lily in the same place she dreamed.
When she started crying over the flower thinking about her mother. Her tears were dripping on the flower, all of a sudden she noticed a rectangular shape of moisture soil under the Lily leaves. She dug the land and found that notebook.
But when she opened the notebook there were only 7 lines written. It was all her mother's handwriting.
She wanted to open the next page but remembered her mother's speech where she said if you skip pages without performing whatever is written you won't be able to read it again and the inks will disappear.
So started reading the 7 orders written on the page:
"When you choose to start this journey and increase the power of your spirit step by step, you can't skip it anymore if you do, it will cost you dearly. To reach the highest level of consciousness, you have to activate all 6 chakras in your body." It was written in a leaf inside the notebook.
Before you start activating the chakras you must accept the 7 written rules.
1. Don't let your feeling impress you.
2. Once you start opening your chakras you can't return to normal.
3. You should never use your power to devilish tasks.
4. Never let your chakras become overactive.
5. You can't reach the 6th chakra without opening the first five.
6. Don't try to open the 7th chakra.
7. If you broke the rolls you will pay it with your beloved one.
After reading all those rules she decided to start this adventure. Because it was her dream all the time to discover the secret inside the forest and her mother's abilities. She was too young to know everything had to be paid off. Indeed anything you did in the past was the best thing you could do at that time, but by the course of time, most of the best decisions become wrong. Banshee had nothing to lose and no one to worry about except her little brother who was forgotten. She had no idea what was waiting for her. At that moment her dreams and her mother's letter was the only thing she could worry about. We all need intelligence, powers, and a super level of consciousness. We all think if we had it we would change the world into a better place to live for ourselves, our loved ones and all other creatures.
Banshee thought she could change the world and thoughts about the people like her mother. But the reality is that you can't imagine what will happen in the future, you only do what is right for today.