Chapter 114 - Everything I Need

Isabelle

I began to stir as the sunlight flooded into the room. I opened my eyes which still felt heavy from last night. I came back to the penthouse with him and told him everything that had happened, of course it ended with me having another breakdown.

He held me the entire time I cried, rubbing my back until I finally began to calm down. By the time I was out of tears it was about three in the morning and we decided to go to bed. He offered to give me his room while he planned to take the couch, but I refused.

I wanted to have him close to me. His presence and his care for me seemed to be what was helping me process this.

The past twelve hours have opened my eyes in a way. He came for me when he didn't have to, he went out of his way to be here when I needed him. It's the reassurance that I needed to know his intentions are only for my best interest, it's always been that way there's just been outside factors getting in the way.

"Morning." His voice was groggy as he spoke. "How are you feeling?"

"I'm okay." I responded, at this point I'm all cried out from what she said. "I can't allow myself to dwell on it any longer, what's done is done."

I looked up into his icy blue orbs, the concern and care were still present. He took his hand and brushed some of the hair out of my face.

"Thank you."

He raised a brow. "For what?"

"Being here." I gave him a small half smile. "I don't know what I would have done without you last night. I probably would have still cried but also would have used alcohol in an attempt to numb my feelings."

He brought his hand to my cheek, gently rubbing his thumb back and forth. "I will always be here for you. No matter what, even if I'm miles away I'll be right here."

Our eyes watched each other and I found myself slowly leaning in. Seconds later, I had my lips pressed against his and we began to move in sync with each other. I could feel my need and desire for him coming in fast.

I bit his bottom lip, causing him to let out a ragged breath. I released it and pressed my lips back onto his, but slipping my tongue inside this time. As our mouths battled it out I maneuvered myself on top of him.

"Isabelle." He broke the kiss. "If we don't stop now, then you're not going to be leaving this room until I feel myself inside of you."

"And that's a bad thing how?" I questioned.

He took my chin in between his fingers and forced me to look into his eyes. "I only want this if you truly want it. I know that last night was a rollercoaster for you, I don't want to take advantage of you."

"You're sweet." I appreciate that he's thinking about me, but I know this is what I want. "I promise, this isn't because of last night. I want this because it feels right."

"Okay." He nodded before bringing my lips back down to his.

As our lips I couldn't help but feel so connected to him at this moment. I could practically feel every emotion he feels for me. The love, the care, the need. It's everything I need to know this isn't a mistake.

His hands moved down to my hips and gripped the hem of the oversized shirt he let me use last night. His fingers brushed my skin, sending chills down my spine as he slowly pulled it up. He broke the kiss to strip it off and throw it to the ground, leaving me in just my pair of underwear.

He sat up with me still on top of him and grabbed a breast in each hand. His thumb rubbed over the nub of my nipple on one as his mouth went to the other. He flicked and sucked on it, causing a low moan of pleasure to escape as I felt the excitement pooling between my legs.

He moved his mouth to the other breast, gently biting and sucking on my skin. When he was finished he laid back down and those icy blues looked into my gray orbs. I could see that only desire and need filled them now.

"Get naked for me." He ordered. "Now."

Getting off of him, I got up from the bed and stripped my underwear off. His eyes looked at me the whole time. Once I finished he removed his boxers, letting his thick erection free. He opened the drawer of his nightstand and pulled out a condom.

"Already?" I seductively bit my lip as I watched him roll the protection on.

"Yes." He looked back at me. "I need to feel you on my cock right fucking now."

The dominance in his voice sent even more excitement throughout me. I climbed on top of him again. He held the tip of his shaft at my opening, rubbing it up and down to coat it with my juices before placing it against my opening.

His eyes looked into mine as he gripped my hips and thrust himself into me. I threw my head back as a loud moan escaped my lips. It's been too long since I've felt him like this.

I began to move my hips on him, sending waves of pleasure through the both of us. Bringing my head back down, our lips found each other once more. There was so much hunger and desire between the two of us.

As I moved on him he continued holding my hips and pumping himself into me, making it that much more intense. Our lips continued to dance together as I let out low moans into his mouth.

He took me by surprise when he flipped me onto his back. He wasted no time thrusting back into me, hard. He quickened his pace, going as deep as he could into me with so much force. He was hitting all the right spots and I could feel my climax quickly approaching.

He took it a step further and reached down, using his fingers to rub my clit. I couldn't take it anymore, the pleasure was too much. My hands gripped the sheets and I let out moan after moan as my orgasm completely took over.

Not that he let up, he continued pumping his cock into me over and over. As my climax finished I could hear his grunts getting closer and closer. He crashed his lips onto mine as he finally let his own take over.

We stayed there for a moment once we were done, just enjoying the closeness between the two of us. When his breathing had returned to normal he pulled out of me and disposed of the condom. He then came back over to the bed, laying back down and pulling me against him again.

This was the moment I felt everything was finally clear for once. I love him, more than anything in the world and our happy times are amazing. He's everything I need and I refuse to lose this again.