"RAPHAEL!" I yelled at it, hoping it would do something but nothing was happening. I started crying... again! How badly I wanted to punch my face in the face for all of these tears. Goddamn, these tears! I was already seen as weak, I did not want to die as a crybaby.
My legs became weak and I immediately fell on my knees, crying profusely, wishing inwardly for all this to just end. "Come back to me" I whispered in the hope something would happen, that something would just miraculously change! I looked up, one last time, thinking he'd come back but nothing.
The green eye had nearly turned fully Amber.
William was right. There was nothing I or anyone could do about this. Foolish me
just had to put herself and everyone else in danger without thinking about anything just to fulfill her selfish desire to be 'the way'. Nothing but a weak human. How pathetic had I been to want to save us?
