alex could this mean forever is everything i could ever need enough

nothing is the most out of my entrirely proclacmed atteince i would jave never caption have would put the attendentive allow me to have aytictitv my future wives mother im turning with a presyn idea to wonder is my future with your freverant lovless inpassable worth to me are you my most attemint whims of tactful apperance of love and what i wan5 what i have what i got was you from a second family so inheritly wealth is what to us were so identical to cash ive spent looking for you. too two of us nowhere going to be with you alexander. if thrres anything a list of things i could want it is for what i could think to have thought to have said o would never if i could i would hate to have had heard you last breath.