"Because I'm afraid that Mom will be fierce.
"The thing I remember the most clearly is that there was once when Jian Yun came to my house to play. She liked to follow me around. She didn't speak and just liked to stare at me. I played basketball while she stood by the side and helped me pick up a ball from time to time. In the end, he missed one shot and the ball flew away. Bang! It hit Jian Yun's head. Jian Yun was knocked unconscious by the ball on the spot.
"Because of this, my mother scolded me half to death.
"My mother never scolded me, but she scolded me badly that time.
"It was that incident that taught me a profound and terrifying lesson, and I regarded little girls as monsters.
"After that, when I saw Jian Yun, I hid far away. He was afraid that he would hurt her again and suffer at my mother's place.
"When I was 16, I went to Beijing. Occasionally, I would come back to live here and occasionally see Jian Yun.