Nolan reached down to his ankle. He pulled his pants up and his socks down. I looked down and saw a small lily on his ankle. "Before I left that summer, I had taken her to see one of Leo's friends who was a tattoo artist. I asked Addison what I should get as my first tattoo, and she said a lily. It was her favorite flower, and I got it because it reminded me of her. It was the only symbol I have of her that isn't written in words. While in Scotland, we were video chatting one day, and I asked her how she and Drake were doing. She didn't answer me. She tried to change the subject, but I wanted her to tell me. Then we got into this huge argument, and she told me this."
Nolan handed me his journal and pointed to a particular quote that I had seen before in one of his books. "You can't pretend to love what you don't care for, A.C."
