Ursilla threw herself on the bed. Her body turned several times uncomfortably. Ursilla is restless. She should have just left Rainbow Garden without being curious about Victor. After watching how Victor was outside the story, Ursilla's chest tightened even more.
Ursilla, no, Liera was choking on guilt towards the cast she created. Ursilla rubbed her face furiously. "Have I gone too far?"
This is very funny. It felt like Liera wanted to laugh at herself. How could she just ask herself 'Have I gone too far?'. Where has her conscience been all this time?! How could she heartlessly make all the characters she created suffer?!
Both the main and supporting characters, all of them Liera gave suffering. The rottenness that Liera hid in the real world, is all set forth in the novels she made, including Love to Ursilla.
Liera was happy to see others suffer. This was a truly disgusting trait and impossible to accept in society when Liera was in the real world. It was good to see the people who hated her end up suffering.
Therefore, Liera made the opposite of everything in the real world. She made all the cast in the novel Love to Ursilla suffer indiscriminately. Both the main and supporting characters, Liera made them feel the pain.
It felt so satisfied that Liera even felt very happy. Now that she thinks about how she was when she wrote the novel Love to Ursilla, Liera shuddered in horror. Was it really her who created this kind of flawed novel?
Okay, first she will list the suffering of the cast she has met.
Victor dà Victoria. King of the kingdom of Victoria. Handsome, wise, good father and faithful husband. However, unfortunately, his wife died. The man had to feel sadness for the rest of his life because he could not accept the death of the person he loved.
Elias dà Victoria. Crown Prince of the kingdom of Victoria. Handsome, smart, rigid, and loves Ursilla even though he rarely spends time with his sister. However, Elias will be a sad man because he loves a woman who actually loves Morgan.
Morgan Winter Knight. The youngest duke in Victorian royal history. Handsome, playboy, shameless, and playing with Ursilla's feelings, ensnaring Ursilla with the feelings of her love so that Ursilla can tolerate every depraved act he does.
Morgan is even determined to kill Ursilla and repeatedly sends assassins to kill his fiancé. It didn't stop there, Morgan even played with Ursilla's heart which was in the box of immortality. Morgan often squeezes Ursilla's heart, causing pain to its owner. At the end of the story, Morgan finally fell in love with Ursilla, and they ended up together after resolving the conflict.
Antares Ocean. A half-human merman whose existence was rejected by his race. Even Antares's mother denied his existence. Only his grandfather loved the merman. Antares has a handsome and cute face at the same time. Antares's tail even looks beautiful, even though he's a half-human merman. However, unfortunately, Antares's beauty as a merman will be snatched away by his mother when he reaches adulthood.
Antares will turn into a disabled merman. The scales on the tail will peel off, leaving only the flesh. Then, he fell in love with Ursilla who was clearly in love with Morgan. The Merman repeatedly saved Ursilla from the dangers that came from Ursilla's own fiancé.
At the climax of the story, Antares will give his life scales to Ursilla, who was dying of serious injuries due to the assassins that Morgan sent, which nearly killed her. However, because of the merman's help, Ursilla regains her life and Antares's life is sacrificed. The saddest thing is that Antares can't even express his love for the girl he has given up his life for. It's really unfortunate.
Lastly, the female lead Love to Ursilla, which makes all readers feel anxious, wants to hit her head and wake her up not to keep Morgan as her fiancé.
Ursilla dà Victoria. Princess of the kingdom of Victoria. Beautiful, kind, a little introverted, and she loves Morgan, his fiancé. Because she was blinded by love, Ursilla always excused Morgan's actions, which repeatedly had relationships with other women. Morgan is basically a true playboy, he can make Ursilla entangled himself with her feelings of love for him.
Ursilla was even repeatedly confronted by assassins who were after her life. Not to mention, she had to endure the pain in her left chest every time Morgan toyed with the heart that had been separated from her body.
It's a kind of forbidden magic that keeps Ursilla alive even though her heart has been separated from her body. Therefore, Ursilla's heart which is still beating basically is placed in the box of immortality to keep it 'alive'. At the end of the story, Ursilla will get a reward for her love for Morgan and the fruit of her patience that drains the patience of others — readers.
The ending is happy, but makes the readers emotional and dissatisfied. How can a playboy like Morgan easily find love without going through suffering like Ursilla? It's really unfair.
After writing all the fates of each of the cast she had met in a blank book, Ursilla read it again. Her brows were tightly-knit together with her eyes wide open.
"What?! Why is it that only Morgan has no suffering?! Then, why only Antares gets all the suffering?!" Ursilla screamed in shock.
This is wrong! This is wrong!
How can only Morgan be made so brash and get easy on everything. But, it was Antares who was given so much suffering?! The innocent Merman was even denied his presence since childhood, and as an adult, he had to lose his beauty and give up his life to save a loved one.
Meanwhile, Morgan, already a playboy, gets a beautiful and patient fiancé like Ursilla but repeatedly wants to kill her. Then, when he fell in love with Ursilla, he easily got Ursilla, and they had a happy ending.
What kind of trash is this?!
Thinking of this kind of plot made Liera feel that while she was writing the novel Love to Ursilla, her brain was either being damaged or she was even mentally disabled.
"Argh! What a disgusting novel! Now I know why readers hate this novel so much!"
Ursilla ruffled her hair in frustration. How about this? How about this?! She doesn't mind if the story goes the way it should. However, that couldn't be done with her state as the female lead! Ursilla will get a lot of suffering and become the saddest woman in the novel, Love to Ursilla.
Then, Liera wasn't a person who could tolerate excruciating pain. Honestly, she doesn't like to feel pain, especially when it's physical. Liera really will not be able to withstand the pain that will come repeatedly.
Ursilla raised her head with a face flushed red with emotion. "Bastard author! Why did you create this kind of trash novel?!"