"I know that I am not a good person. There is always a sense of envy and envy in other people's happiness. Then, what? You want to blame me, who is a sinner? What do I get from the jealousy I have? Isn't that annoying at all? So please … Don't say that I'm an ungrateful person. Because I can't do it when I feel that only unhappiness is in my life." (Liera)
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"Princess, you are beautiful as always."
A compliment sent out from the maid who previously helped Ursilla wear the dress.
"That's right, Princess! Your beauty illuminates the Kingdom of Victoria and envies both children your age and adults!"
"But, they have to swallow their jealousy because His Majesty will behead them if they say bad things about Princess Silla, ke ke ke ..."
The servants started giggling with creepy smiles. Ah, neither the servants nor the rulers of the Victorian Kingdom is all effortless to put out words that refer to death. It feels like life is so easy to lose in this middle of nowhere.
Ursilla did not respond to the praise of the servants, who were slightly insane. All the characters created by Liera are not perfect. Each of them had flaws, it was because Liera poured all her senseless desires on the dregs novel she wrote.
"Beautiful, Ursilla is too pretty."
Liera felt jealous seeing Ursilla's face, which was too beautiful, more than the real Liera's face. Gray hair with hot pink eye beads. Skin as white as snow and felt soft when touched. What a perfect mix.
Ursilla's beauty, of course, comes from Ursenna, who has a silver mane with beaded pink eyes that are brighter than Ursilla's. The descendants of the Molden Empire always had a charming appearance and had their charm. So that many are competing to apply for girls from the Molden Empire.
"Is it done?" Ursilla looked back slightly to make sure that her hair had been decorated by the maid.
"It's finished, Princess. Food will be delivered here soon, or Princess wants to eat with His Majesty and the Crown Prince?" The butler asked carefully. Who knows, Ursilla will cry as usual because she always asks about Victor and Elias.
Ursilla's eyes sparkled strangely, she offended a lopsided smile. Inwardly, Ursilla laughed happily. "I will not miss the opportunity to admire the handsome men I have created."
"I'm going to eat together with Dad and Brother Eli." Ursilla walked out of the room with her hand held by Emma. Ursilla doesn't want Emma to carry her. Who knows if Emma did something to Ursilla's body?
Along the way to the dining room, Ursilla looked at the surroundings that looked luxurious. A wide variety of displays at fantastic prices and beautiful landscape paintings are attached to the Black Rose Palace.
If they want to eat together with Victor and Elias, of course they have to go to Moon Palace, the king's palace. Ursilla was breathless after exiting the Black Rose Palace and was about to head for the Moon Palace.
It is only natural that Ursilla is exhausted because this body is still a child who will be 6 years old. After all, Ursilla had also experienced an incident that made the occupants of the palace chaotic.
"I want to be carried ..." Ursilla finally gave up, she stretched her hand to the butler instead of Emma, who was her personal servant.
Ursilla's action made Emma's expression frown in displeasure. But no one noticed the change in facial expression except Ursilla. The butler picked up adorable Ursilla and picked her up.
Ursilla wrapped her hands around the butler's neck, her eyes surveyed the corner of the Black Rose Palace, which looked lonely and had a gloomy aura.
"That's where the Second Male Lead of the novel is." Ursilla wondering if she should go to that place after eating with Victor and Elias? Or does she have to spend time with Elias because Liera really wants to have an older brother.
"Well, I'll be there when my business is done."
Ursilla finally entered the Moon Palace, which looked more majestic and luxurious than her palace. This is the palace of the ruler of the Kingdom of Victoria. It's no wonder that the appearance is so luxurious. However, when he entered the palace deeper, the atmosphere became increasingly tense, making Ursilla clench her hands around the butler's neck.
"Shhh ... Calm down, Princess. Don't be afraid because we are here with you." The butler's hand patted Ursilla's tense back.
Ursilla sighed, the gloomy atmosphere in the palace must have been because Victor insisted on finding the culprit who made Ursilla unconscious in the garden. Even though it has been diagnosed that Ursilla is just exhausted and has lost a little of her memory due to possibly being hit by a rock, Victor still doesn't believe Elias either.
They finally arrived at a large door which was intricately carved but looked good. The dining room door opened after seeing that Ursilla had come.
"Father! Brother Eli!" Ursilla, who had gotten out of her arms, ran to the dining table where Victor and Elias were already seated.
"Silla, don't run!" Elias rebuked with a slightly sharp gaze made Ursilla stop running then walked slowly towards the dining table.
Just when Ursilla was going to sit on the chair beside Victor who sat in the middle, Victor lifted her body and sat Ursilla on his lap. Liera, a girl who is actually 16 years old, of course feels embarrassed when sitting on the lap of a handsome man like Victor. But, a moment later, her expression immediately changed drastically.
Liera knows that Victor is Ursilla's father, it means Liera's father also now. However, this was not an easy thing for Liera to accept. Even though Ursilla's mouth could easily call out 'Father', there was only an emptiness in her heart.
Liera witnessed firsthand how her father was with another woman when Liera, her mother and Liera's younger brother, who was only 3 years old, gave a surprise by taking a vacation to the city where her father worked. That terrifying scene still loomed in Liera's head. It's not easy to just forget about it.
"Get me off!" Ursilla unconsciously let out a cold voice, which made Victor gasp.
Clattering ...
Elias, who has an authority that must be guarded, dropped the fork he was holding when he heard Ursilla's cold words that were so piercing.
"Did Dad make you uncomfortable, honey?" Victor stroked Ursilla's hair, his voice was soft but still a little stiff, making Ursilla's body tremble.
Father.
That one word made her blood boil. Ursilla's tiny hands clenched tightly until her body trembled. Victor realized the weirdness of Ursilla's attitude. His big hands wrapped Ursilla's tiny fist and stroked it gently.
"Well, it looks like Dad made a mistake until you got mad, honey. I'm sorry. Father is the worst father." Victor kissed the top of Ursilla's head affectionately.
Victor thinks Ursilla is mad at him because Victor didn't spend much time with Ursilla before the incident at the park. Of course, Victor felt guilty of his daughter's misfortune.
The worst father.
The words immediately made the corners of Ursilla's lips twitch. If Victor is very loyal to Ursenna and doesn't even hate his daughter who makes Ursenna die indirectly, it is called the worst father. Then, what label should Liera give her father?
"Yes! The worst father! The worst father!"
Ursilla shouted angrily. She pounded Victor's chest, howling with sorrow and pain in her heart. Ursilla cried hysterically in Victor's arms. No, this is not Ursilla's feeling, but Liera.
Liera is very jealous of Ursilla who has the best father like Victor. This is why from the beginning Liera said that the Love to Ursilla story was made with all the grudges that exist. Liera has a grudge against her father, why can't she get complete happiness with her father?!
Therefore, Liera wanted to prove she could at least be happy with the 'Father' she created in her delusion.