Chapter 1-1000 and eternity
I started reading when I got home. I did nothing but to read, read, read, and procrastinate. I still have my unanswered modules. Actually, there are a lot of modules. I don't want to answer and I will never answer. Bahala sila diyan, wala akong maintindihan.
If you're wondering about who I am or you want to know my name. It's MIND-YO-OWN-BUSINESS.
There will be a family reunion tonight. I need to bring a book for emergency purposes. You know, cuz it's a social gathering. My social anxiety just can't—
I spent the whole day reading a book. We are on our way to my Grandparents' house. I know that this will be fun. My mothah just stated that there is a library. So I immediately gathered my things and put them into a big bag as if I'm migrating. Yeah migrate, my house is such a boring setting.
It made me feel disappointed. DISAPPOINTED. There's no library in my grandparents' house. A bookshelf? They have. It's a bookshelf full of books about cooking. Now, kill me. Please. Now. Don't waste time. My parents lied to me so I can go with them. Liars go to hell.
After that disappointment. I sat on a corner and continue reading this new book I just bought earlier. Book is my savior.
I'm feeling different kinds of emotions. I don't want to make it obvious so I'm doing my best not to burst out my laughter, my tears, and my hatred.
Nasa gitna na ako ng libro ng binabasa ko. And the antagonist is just a slut? JUST A SLUT??? Now, I'm getting annoyed with this bitch.
While I'm reading, my phone notified me. Nakaka-istorbo. I saw the icon of the profile picture of my best friend. My forehead furrowed. She's sleeping peacefully and traveling to death in the hospital so how come—OH MY GOD. DON'T TELL ME SHE'S ALREADY DEAD. Gotta check the message of that merciless writer.
She sent a picture of her. Naka-hospital gown siya at nakahiga sa kama ng ospital. Naka-pose pa yan, peace tea. Then she messaged...
Her:
Btch, I'm alive.
Me:
Btch, I'm reading.
And the conversation ended. I continue to read the book until we got home. I was about to sleep since I already finished the latest chapter I had read then my alarm clock... Beep beep. I didn't sleep... I read the book the whole night... It's already 6 am in the morning—AND I'M GONNA BE LATE IN SCHOOL!
I CHANGED MY CLOTHES AND WENT TO SCHOOL. HINDI KO NA KAILANGAN PANG KUMAIN AT MALIGO DAHIL HINDI RIN NAMAN MAWAWALA ANG EYEBAGS KO.
Tananannan. Dahil matapang ako, nabasa ako kahit nagkaklase. I'm trying to hold my tears because... THE AUTHOR JUST KILLED MY FAVORITE CHARACTER. I want to curse that person. Imma cry. At the same time, I want to scream. My OTP just kissed. I guess I need a therapist.
Maybe I like the author, maybe I don't. That creature did a masterpiece, and she just killed my favorite character.
Oh my God. The character is such an idiot! I guess I need to stop for a while and breathe. Just breathe then read again. I can't take her stupidity. Oh god, calm down, calm down.
After class, I went home of course. I have nothing to do. I need to check my schedule.
Eat
Drink
Read
Sleep
Repeat