Of course, I need her. I may have doubts but, she's still my light. I just need to learn a way to forget my negative thoughts. Okay, she invited me to browse with her. Let's make up!
"You took your time.. It's nearly noon. Come on, I reserved a cinema just for us. After all the arguing, we need 'comedy'."
"You privatized a cinema for me.. That's my best friend."
Okay. Enough doubts. Enough anger. Enough sadness. Nash is my light and I am her's. That's the only thing that matter, for now.
"Popcorn and coke... The best snack when watching 'Bad-Boys'.. Who's your favourite??"
"You."
"I'm not part of the movie, Nash."
"I know. I thought about what you said. I thought about how you saw me. When I first meet you, I told you I wanted a man. I realise now, I was being ignorant. I thought I knew what was best for me. And then, you came in my life. I've never once regretted having you in my life. You were a force I could rely on.."
"Nash--"
"I'm not done. You constantly undermine yourself. You always make feel better. You see me as perfect when I'm not. I thank you for that. So, if you still want it. Let's stay best friend and sometimes, we could trespass that limit. What do you say?"
"That you are being too serious. But that's s good idea. Taking it slow is good for me. I'm patient.."
"I am patient too..."
"So, Nash, who is your favourite between the duo??"
"Who?? Ahh, the film.. I don't know. I just love the jokes in it.... Was I supposed to understand the story in it??"
"Of course not, Nash. Let's just have a good time together.."
She surprises me sometimes. Doing things completely out of her character. I lose track of whether she's lying or saying the truth. I know I'm a tool for her, but it works in both way. My name is Electra Deuce and I'm happy.
"A lingerie shop... I don't think I'm at that age, Nash."
"For me?"
"Nash..Okay. But only one... Go choose.."
I never wore adult underwear.. It'll be my first time.
"I got one. It's pretty sleek. It has a soft touch. Made from silk. Resistant to fire. And it's a little bit transparent.."
"..a littld bit transparent...?"
"Just a bit, trust me.."
"Your smirk is telling me ottherwise, but sure. Let's try it.."
Her definition of 'slow' is not slow. Is she nervous of having feelings for me..? I don't get her. She's weird. The Nash I know doesn't do this. The Nash I know is cold and distasteful.. I'm glad I can change her. I'm glad she's changing for me. I'm really glad...