Sometimes being able to not understand things are okay, until you need to decide and choose for something. Something that you don't understand, something that is not clear to you and something that appears to not make sense at all. Thinking that maybe those things weren't for you but also is destined to be yours. Destined, that word, that word that made me believe that love is not a choice but it is what the fate has given to you for you to be happy, for you to have the power to choose over things and for you to live the life you ever wanted. Love is a powerful thing that it can make you feel such new emotions, it can make you see things clearly, but sometimes love can be so powerful that it can make you decide to either continue to write your story or to put down your pen and just let yourself dream of what life you really wanted to have.
Love is your fate, you just can't say no without even thinking because love is the reason on why you are in this world. A man and a woman can't just make a family if they haven't felt love and you won't be able to be in your place right now if you don't felt the love within you. People will be lifeless if love doesn't exist, people will be clueless in this world if they won't love it. Love is your fate and fate holds your future. No one can change it.
"Mommy daddy! I'm done brushing my teeth!" Ethan screamed running towards us with a big smile on his face.
" Good job buddy now say goodnight to mama before i take you to sleep" my husband said while fixing Ethan's hair. Then Ethan run towards me hug me so tight and kiss me in my left cheek.
"Good night mama" Ethan said in a very sweet tone.
"Goodnight sweet heart." said and hold his both cheeks giving him a kiss on his forehead. He run towards my husband and hold his right hand.
"I'll be back okay honey." he said, gave me a kiss and left the room. I really love them both. I looked at my phone and its almost 12 midnight. while I was waiting my husband to return on our room to finally rest I really felt tired and fell asleep.
What if I told you that mine was different?
"Baby sweetheart wake up." that voice its so familiar. "Baby you really need to wake up its already 7 in the morning." mom? I rub my eyes and slowly opened it. I saw mom.
" You need to hurry up and go fix yourself you'll be late on your first day." she said giving me a wink then close the door.
"First.. what? oh! first day of school!" I suddenly get up quickly and run into the bathroom and take a bath. After 10 minutes I'm already done, I got out of the bathroom, go straight on my closet opened it and saw my uniform.
"Yeah it really is my first day." I smiled took the uniform and wears it. As I'm running downstairs I saw mom looking at me with her arm crossed.
"Ugh, I know I'll be late. I'm sorry." then I just sit and grab something to eat. While I was eating something suddenly bothers me. My dream.
I am Callie Kepner and I live in an almost perfect life where I am a teenage girl who is living a happy life with my mom until one night I had this dream, a strange dream. A dream that I haven't forget ever since I woke up. Why does that dream felt so different? why did it stayed? in my dream I have a family have a son and I have a husband. A husband. I can't remember his face. No I didn't saw his face. All that I remembered from him is his back, his hair,
"sweetheart." his scent, his hand holding my son's little hand..
"Callie sweetheart" his voice, his sweet manly voice. My husband.
"Callie" Wait.. my WHAT?!
"CALLIE!" my mom shouted. I got back into my self. "Are you okay? because you're just staring at that plate. is there something wrong sweetheart?" mom asked looking so concerned at me.
"ugh. yes mom I'm sorry. I think I'm just nervous for today." I said and finished my food. "I'll be leaving now mom." I said, got my bag, got out of the house and started walking. There is no bus stop here so I need to walk for about 5 minutes to reach the bus stop area. While I was walking all of a sudden, my hands suddenly touch my lips. A kiss from my dream felt so real. how can a dream do that? How can a dream felt so alive?
"Why are you touching your lips?" Ugh I'm talking to myself again.
"I...I don't know, its just so weird."
"Wait, why? Did something happened? Did you accidentally bite it?" Why am I asking this?
"What? No, I don't know."
"okay but DID someone..?" then a moment of silence.
"Someone what?" I suddenly stop walking. Wait, why is my conscience so loud? "Oh God, this is bad." I said to myself as I walk faster.
"Why? what's wrong? Hey! Wait for me!" What? wait? Why is myself talking to me? No, I don't want to and start walking faster than before.
"This is bad, I'm talking to myself too much. I'm insane. what's happ..." As I talk loud and walking as fast as I can someone grabbed my backpack that stopped me from walking.
"Hey, could you please slow down? gosh Callie, what's wrong with you?" wait is that? I turn around and saw Devika but I call her Devi, my sister. She's not really my sister. She's my very best friend, a childhood friend. A friend who knows everything about me, like EVERYTHING. So, calling her in that term is so overrated, instead I declared her as my sister, not by blood but by everything.
"C'mon Let's just walk slowly okay? Not slowly like a sloth but like a normal walk okay?" she said looking at me and asking for my approval so, I just nod.
"Let's go we're gonna be late on our first day." and then we start walking. We finally reach the bus stop and luckily, a bus stops in front of us. What a great timing. We got into the bus and sit at the back. I am just staring at the window when suddenly Devi speak.
"Oh Callie I remember something, about your lips. I saw you earlier touching it, is something wrong with it?" she asked. Oh yeah the kiss, the kiss on my dream. My dream to be exactly. I am just looking at her and what I see on her face is confusion and waiting for an answer. This is hard to tell, really hard. I started staring at her.
"Hey Callie. Don't just look at me like that. I don't do telepathy or even mind reading, I'm not good at stuffs like that. Just tell me what bothers you." she said. I know I'll piss her but I don't know what to say. I don't even know where to begin with. So, I'll just keep staring at her.
She'll think I'm crazy, Just looking and staring at her like this? I know that's what in her mind right now. I'm sure, a hundred percent sure.